I know a thread ago I said I was going with SWB. But I've thought about it, and another wish I have is to go out in a beautiful way. A story worth death. Something as an stab wound or full suspension hanging could meet the criteria. For the body to remain intact. A common method, one oftenly used... something like that. I know this can be seen unnecessary as what one wants to achieve with CTB is to just leave. But this is my last wish. I want to imagine my uncoming death and smile.
I don't think hanging are cutting really make for much of a good story; hanging isn't a particularly romantic method, in that it leaves a horrible sight for whoever discovers the body. As for cutting or stabbing, it is both painful and unreliable. Not a great way to end your life.
I understand though. I once became fixated on a method that, deep down, I knew was ineffective, just because of how
right it felt. No other reason. But I have come to realise that suicide can never be romantacised in that way.
You should choose a method based on how effective, peaceful and dignified it is. Choosing a method for sentimental reasons will never end well.
