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iCryInMySecretSpot

iCryInMySecretSpot

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Apr 24, 2026
65
What if they don't even send you real SN? Do you see where I'm going with that? You have a good point obviously but IMO I'd argue you're actually taking MORE risk buying SN on the clear-net then buying something like fentanyl or nitazenes from the dark net for a few reasons.
im surprised theres even a market for nitazenes. even a micro of a micro of a micro of a micro dose is guaranteed to kill you. who tf has a body capable of ingesting those pill sized ones?
 
SorrowfulDrugUser

SorrowfulDrugUser

Professional Overthinker
Mar 25, 2023
80
im surprised theres even a market for nitazenes. even a micro of a micro of a micro of a micro dose is guaranteed to kill you. who tf has a body capable of ingesting those pill sized ones?
Fentanyl addicts/tolerance buildup. As a drug user who's seen people progress from basic pail pills to nitazenes it all starts from your first prescription typically. Whether you get it written to you or you have a friend hand you a pill. In the case of someone I personally knew who later OD'd by accident it all stems from tolerance buildup. At the start he'd nod off of a couple codeine pills (codeine is considered a very weak/tame opioid compared to the rest) but very quickly he moved up to oxy and just kept moving up until he started doing Fentanyl. Then, nitazenes hit the streets shortly after the xylazine/tranq wave and that's when my friend truly lost himself. You're already risking an OD a solid 80%-90% of the time when experimenting/getting high with Fentanyl. Even with a heavy opioid tolerance. Because all you need is a slight >2 MG miscalculation in dose and you're dead. And let's be honest... if you're homeless on the streets you're probably not properly measuring your doses via a scale (and even if you had one a lot of cheap MG scales have slight miscalculations so there's still a chance when it comes to dealing with hyperpotent drugs such as fentanyl). Anywho, he tried nitazenes only one time and died. I didn't know him well besides when we were much younger and it was super crazy seeing him specifically go down that route tbh because he was always considered a "goodie tooshoes". It's honestly crazy how quick you can watch someone go from orally taking codeine pills here and there to using needles and shooting up fentanyl to then doing nitazenes after the fentanyl stops "hitting the spot". The tolerance with opioids build SUPER fast.
 
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purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
383
I'm sorry but SN genuinely seems like the dumbest and most over-complicated drug involved method to commit suicide. At worst, you end up like that poor soul (rest in peace to the victim within the video by the way... fuck was that a brutal watch. No kid deserves to feel they need to end their life over such a simple reason.. particularly failing a test/underperforming academically) where you just sit there and seize while vomiting (which I'm willing to believe he was alive for most of it) and you CTB in a horrible manner or at best you DO succeed properly but it is seemingly really expensive and takes all this ridiculous and expensive equipment like a gas mask, a tank, etc. Why not use literally any other drug that's much more peaceful to die on such as fentanyl or nitazenes? You literally just put a bump up your nose and it's lights out as you nod into a forever sleep. If I ever were to do it that'd be my method. Poor kid man. All over some stupid academic entrance exam their country puts too much pressure/emphasis on to the point it drives the test-takers to kill themselves. He had so much more to live for. That's why I despise certain countries governments like Korea and China that put such immense pressure on things like academics at such a young age. Let kids be kids. It's no wonder they have some of the highest suicide rates. He didn't even look a day above 14. Rest in peace :(
Because we can't get that in the EU... Its sold nowhere on DH or DM
 
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SorrowfulDrugUser

SorrowfulDrugUser

Professional Overthinker
Mar 25, 2023
80
Because we can't get that in the EU... Its sold nowhere on DrugHub or DarkMatter
I'd probably edit your comment to at least abbreviate/shorten DH and DM because if you get too specific the mods might delete your comment or ban or warn you under the guise that it's breaking the whole rule regarding sourcing. Also, I swear I literally saw a vendor yesterday shipping to EU.
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
383
I'd probably edit your comment to at least abbreviate/shorten DH and DM because if you get too specific the mods might delete your comment or ban or warn you under the guise that it's breaking the whole rule regarding sourcing. Also, I swear I literally saw a vendor yesterday shipping to EU.
If it's shipment from USA to EU then the risk is insanely high
 
ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
279
don't you usually have to use crypto when buying things on the darknet?
 
dandelion_fluff

dandelion_fluff

Member
Apr 12, 2026
19
Poor guy. Nobody should feel such suffering over an exam score, but unfortunately, that's the world we live in. There can be so much pressure on students to have good grades and get a good exam score, so they can get into a good university and make their family proud. And one failure can feel like you have no other choice but to just end it all. And I've heard that the college entrance exam for Chinese students is brutal, so I can't imagine the stress he was under before and during the exam, only to get back those results.
 
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thaelyana

thaelyana

One day, I am gonna grow wings
Jun 28, 2025
217
I don't watch this because of vomiting, I have absolute phobia of it. I'm afraid of the SN for that reason. You suffer too much before leaving (if you mishandle the protocol (we are not experienced after all)). I am convinced that other methods are more effective and less painful. Easier.
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
362
I don't watch this because of vomiting, I have absolute phobia of it. I'm afraid of the SN for that reason. You suffer too much before leaving (if you mishandle the protocol (we are not experienced after all)). I am convinced that other methods are more effective and less painful. Easier.
What other methods do you think are more effective and less painful?
 

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