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Thisgirlwantstosleep

Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
130
I want to hand myself but have no idea how and any time I've tried in the past has been extremely painful and uncomfortable.

I usually feel an immense amount of pressure in my head and can't breathe which then makes me want to stop. I don't pass out or lose consciousness.

My goto is a short suspension by hanging from a hook on the back of my door using my body weight on the ligature.

I want to pass out quickly and painlessly and if I plan my suicide correctly no one will find me before it's too late.

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My plan is to do what she's done/doing. Using a hatchet and whatever that is around her neck. I've searched for padded collars but they all seem too thick and like they would just make me suffocate where I just want to pass out and die. I don't think I'd be able to be without breath for more than 40 seconds before I'd want to stop so losing consciousness is crucial.

Any tips, product recommendations or anything would help, especially with ligatures.
 
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Chickenkitty

Chickenkitty

Total-eclipse-of-my-heart
Jan 22, 2020
3
From the sounds of it, you would benifit from having ankle weights, and a secure collar like what you were describing. As one whose survived 3 hangings (not by choice) it's come to my attention that suffocation is harder than you realize at first ! It looks so easy in the movies !? Stick to it, don't give up on yourself, and hey maybe if you can solve this problem, maybe other problems won't seem as bad?? You've got this !
 

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