Discussion Unfinished business: do you have things you want to do but can't before you ctb?

[inthemoonblue]

I feel so apathetic towards everything. I genuinely don't think there's anything left for me to do here.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

For me l just can't forgive what my parents/family did to me and several others are on my list of sheeples to visit once my beloved Dog has passed on, The Guilty must be Punished!!!

 

[Thegoldenapples]

I'm so sorry you where also harmed by doctors and your life was also destroyed... it's so so sad and frustrating that the persons that are supposed to care for our wellbeing are the ones who harm the most...doctors in western countries are just pill poppers and big pharma puppets, they have no idea about health or about the dangers of the drugs they give out.

Thanks Man. Sorry it happened to you too. Exactly. They have no idea or don't care. No consequences for then but we get sent into a downward spiral.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I want to experience true love and likely some carnal pleasures but I don't think I ever will, then again if I could experience those things I likely wouldn't need to CTB in the first place...

 

[idontevenknowanymore]

I'd like to tell and/or show the people who brought me into this miserable state of living what they've done to me. It wouldn't change anything and they probably wouldn't even care but I feel like I need the closure. But due to a lot of reasons it's not possible for me to do that, mostly because I'm scared shitless of them and can't even go to the store without being scared of seeing one of them.
So glad when I'm finally gone, either by ctb or moving to to switzerland with my partner.

 

[CatabolicSeed]

Lose my virginity

 

[ClairyFairy]

I really want to see blue whales, humpback and sperm whales. I also want to go to a redwood forest. If it doesn't happen I doubt I'll be bothered when I'm gone