Discussion (UK people) What is your current method looking like?

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Beachy Head

 

[lastlife_]

Beachy Head

I idealised this place as my method about 10 years ago but hearing about all the chaplains, and how taxi drivers in the area are trained to pick up suspicious behaviour from passengers makes me uneasy.. I know if I rocked up there on my own walking around I would probably be approached immediately even if I said I'm just there to look around and take photos. The thought of even one person trying to get between me and my death puts me off so I like the thought of being totally alone and isolated when I do it

 

[Over4Me]

I wouldn't suggest a gun unless you really have the guts. It's quick but not nice for those that have to clean up what you leave behind!! Much better overdose if you can get the means which seems to get harder and harder. When my poor beloved cat had to be euthanised I was staggered how quickly he went. I was holding him and he was there and then gone - I literally saw the life go from his eyes. The experience almost destroyed me as I've always had far more connections to animals than humans but in that moment I knew this was the best way. My partner is older than me and we've had the discussion that I will stay until they have passed so that I don't leave problems but once gone I will follow within hours if not a day. We both understand this and have made all the preparations we can in terms of financial plans etc. I'm just struggling to source a reliable and affordable amount of Nembutal. Are the online sources genuine? I don't want to spend a fortune on,h to end up taking a counterfeit drug that does nothing. Does anyone know a good tried and tested source?

I dont trust any other method. ive always seen myself going out with a gun. I dont really care about the cleanup since im selfish i guess

I'm not quite clear on why you are unable to do N?

always seen myself going out the gun method. it's instant and painless. im too afraid of other methods, plus if it isn't instant im afraid id chicken out/change my mind

 

[GlassAlwaysEmpty]

If I go through with it, then it will be with SN.

Already have the meto and the propranolol. Haven't found the courage to buy the SN yet though.

 

[TooConscious]

Train. High speed in the middle of the countryside in nature away from this shitty sick hell society of evil fuck wits. Even if nature is a simulation it's calming being away from horrible people.

 

[Interloper]

If I go through with it, then it will be with SN.

Already have the meto and the propranolol. Haven't found the courage to buy the SN yet though.

I would definitely try and source some before it becomes even harder than it already is in the UK.

 

[andor]

+1. if anyone knows a source for meto & or SN for the uk I would be very grateful if they would PM me.

 

[Enoughnow]

I wish I could get carfentanyl thatd be my dream its supposed to be euphoric but getting hold of sn is almost impossible and that's bot even illegal so got no chance of getting that I wish I was a vet then maybe whatever they use to euthanise animals I could use on myself

 

[SovietSuicide]

Heroin + Diazepam + Alcohol.

 

[Fish Face]

Uk member here. I've thought of beachy head, but I can't help but think of myself regretting the decision whilst I'm falling mid air. Wish I had the guts. Who knows maybe one day I'll be ready

Beachey Head or other cliffs here too in the UK. I felt like you a couple of years ago but I feel ready in a couple of months or so. I have ruled out SN, although I got it once, along with anti-emetics. I just cannot think of my dad identifying me like a Smurf, all blue. I really want a method to save him from that. I went into hypothermia before (by accident) and it was quite peaceful and I thought that would be a good way but of course the UK decided to be so warm this year it was out. I would really like it as peaceful all around, not just for me. But there is no easy way out for anybody and no help from anybody.

 

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Beachey Head or other cliffs here too in the UK. I felt like you a couple of years ago but I feel ready in a couple of months or so. I have ruled out SN, although I got it once, along with anti-emetics. I just cannot think of my dad identifying me like a Smurf, all blue. I really want a method to save him from that. I went into hypothermia before (by accident) and it was quite peaceful and I thought that would be a good way but of course the UK decided to be so warm this year it was out. I would really like it as peaceful all around, not just for me. But there is no easy way out for anybody and no help from anybody.

don't know if i've read this correctly but if you are wanting to choose beachy head over sn to make identification less traumatising then it is definitely not the way to go imo. ur body will be badly beaten up from impact, some have even become decapitated after landing on their head.

 

[davidgeorge]

Decapitated? Wow. I never expected that.

 

[stupidldiot]

UK N on route

if you dont mind saying, how do i get N in the uk?

 

[Starryeyes]

if you dont mind saying, how do i get N in the uk?

You don't. You import it

 

[stupidldiot]

You don't. You import it

im guessing youve gone through the process of getting through darkweb

 

[Dot]

if you dont mind saying, how do i get N in the uk?

P.p.h = resourcs sctn

 

[RetroChaos]

I'm pretty certain on jumping at beachy head. I don't really care about any of the other loonies around there. I may order some SN, but I just need to find a reliable source with a high enough purity.

 

[OldDrummer]

Ireland here.

1. N
2. SN
3. 20 Gauge shotgun, outside as I don't want some poor f*ck to have to clean up my mess.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Obviously if I could I'd go the N way, but due to fear of me being locked up I probably won't go that route.
Currently the two i'm leaning towards are SN and Night Night (SN would be harder to obtain but I like the idea of going out that way as opposed to Night Night however if it got to it I would still go Night Night as i'm desperate to leave this world.)

wanted to make some friends (UK if possible just to chat about possible methods etc)
might as well make a few friends before i'm gone.

I am UK. I'm planning to go with amitriptyline. If that fails, I plan to do an opiate & benzo induced full-hang. I'd like to ride off Beachy Head, but it's too much trouble to sort out.