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ThisIsNotMeR

ThisIsNotMeR

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Sep 25, 2021
37
Also in the UK, I have managed to get hold of some SN easily enough.
Not sure how to get the other stuff advised to take it with though, ironically.
 
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deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
117
Also in the UK, I have managed to get hold of some SN easily enough.
Not sure how to get the other stuff advised to take it with though, ironically.
Im going to order some SN this week and then the other stuff idk how to get
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Stans Guide at resource section has info obtaining sm meds
 
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DeathBecomesMe_2021

Oct 16, 2021
212
I was thinking heroin OD as it seems easiest to get ahold of. I've never tried it before, or very many drugs, but I do know how to get some.
Are you going to snort it or mainline it?
 
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
I bet it's exciting time waiting for N to arrive.
SN scares me a bit, I'd prefer getting N, but I'm worried about the customs etc.
I live in UK.
Can I PM you Chockles?
Exciting but scary.
I'm so physically ill i want to end things today.
The waiting is driving me mad.
 
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DeathBecomesMe_2021

Oct 16, 2021
212
I don't know where everyone is getting their SN in the UK. I can't find it anywhere.
 
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IanUK

Member
Mar 25, 2021
77
I've been on here a while and still really don't know. I just want to take something quick acting. I'm too much of a coward to hang myself or throw myself in front of a train. I desperately want to chose my time, sort everything out and just go. Because I have an older partner I feel responsible to look after them until they have gone then I want out as they are the one reason I am hanging on. I think for me I have zero affection for humanity and our world so I get by with minimum interaction and keeping my distance. As I've never really felt connected to society or had any real interest I just want out on my own terms at a time of my choosing. I've lived my whole life with depression and I'm now 60. My big fear us the addition of physical illness - I've no intention of seeking cures of it happens just palliative care. What I haven't yet found on here is good suggestions for strong drugs that will take me out quickly apart from cyanide which seems impossible to obtain. Does anyone have any suggestions?
Uk member here. I've thought of beachy head, but I can't help but think of myself regretting the decision whilst I'm falling mid air. Wish I had the guts. Who knows maybe one day I'll be ready
Same here which is why it's got to be drugs in my own time and home
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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I've been on here a while and still really don't know. I just want to take something quick acting. I'm too much of a coward to hang myself or throw myself in front of a train. I desperately want to chose my time, sort everything out and just go. Because I have an older partner I feel responsible to look after them until they have gone then I want out as they are the one reason I am hanging on. I think for me I have zero affection for humanity and our world so I get by with minimum interaction and keeping my distance. As I've never really felt connected to society or had any real interest I just want out on my own terms at a time of my choosing. I've lived my whole life with depression and I'm now 60. My big fear us the addition of physical illness - I've no intention of seeking cures of it happens just palliative care. What I haven't yet found on here is good suggestions for strong drugs that will take me out quickly apart from cyanide which seems impossible to obtain. Does anyone have any suggestions?

Same here which is why it's got to be drugs in my own time and home
Info on SN & Nembutal r available in resource section. Pph guide also linked from resource has other options within also.
 
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IanUK

Member
Mar 25, 2021
77
Of course I would prefer a peaceful exit, but the society denies us that and tries to force us to live. We all deserve one, we should not have to resort to painful methods or those that can fail. It is likely I will eventually choose hanging. That is the most easily accessible method for me. I do not have the courage for jumping. There is no set date but I will likely ctb when things get worse.
You think just like me. Funnily enough I smoked most if my life and had zero concerns about cancer. I stopped because I could no longer afford it. My gripe is why is society so obsessed with taking away those things we enjoy on the basis of health and prolonging life whilst simultaneously creating a world which is hideous to exist in? I have no interest in the world and don't support any of the values of the society around me. I cannot wait to die but society keeps forcing us to live as though to torment us. Why couldn't they have just left me alone with my one pleasure? I can really understand why some people go crazy with a fire arm I really understand that the older I get. Why can't a civilised society just accept that for some of us we aren't interested and just help us to go rather than persecuting us?
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
SN with supplemental nitrogen and exit bag. The nitrogen should knock me out swiftly so I don't suffer with SN. If the nitrogen doesn't end me in a few minutes, the SN will finish the job. I believe this dual method will be failsafe and minimise suffering and wasn't secure about proceeding until I had both setups.

Purchasing and acquiring everything has been expensive and research intensive. Worth it for the most important decision of your life (and death).
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
I'm jumping from beachy head or partial
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
914
I've got N, just not ready yet…. I've got into the habit of buying the means, disposing of it, then buying it again. I wish I could make up my mind!
 
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deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
117
I've got N, just not ready yet…. I've got into the habit of buying the means, disposing of it, then buying it again. I wish I could make up my mind!
That would be my dream way but got scared so gone with SN hoping to leave after christmas :)
 
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Over4Me

Member
Oct 7, 2021
16
I'm from the UK, I want to kill myself using a gun. I have tried and failed to acquire one. I need someone with connections...
please anyone help.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,665
I have a pill cocktail but don't know if it will work for sure. It takes 24 hours (it's amitryptiline)...I have also considered hanging and also throwing myself in a river. The final one is when I feel really desperate. I'd combine it with alcohol.
 
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MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
226
So many people from the UK here
 
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Atraxa

Priced out of living
Oct 24, 2021
46
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Chockles

Experienced
Sep 17, 2021
270
I know right, like there is an obvious site we are missing or something.
Plenty in UK getting SN no issues from a place in Canada that is genuine.
 
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TJuk

Student
Feb 8, 2020
181
I'm also in the UK and will be happy when the day comes to die
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Obviously if I could I'd go the N way, but due to fear of me being locked up I probably won't go that route.
Currently the two i'm leaning towards are SN and Night Night (SN would be harder to obtain but I like the idea of going out that way as opposed to Night Night however if it got to it I would still go Night Night as i'm desperate to leave this world.)

wanted to make some friends (UK if possible just to chat about possible methods etc)
might as well make a few friends before i'm gone.
I'm not quite clear on why you are unable to do N?
 
obliviousatbest

obliviousatbest

atrophy
Nov 10, 2021
67
Yew poisoning & sleeping pills, because Beachy Head takes a train ride and cliff hike of SI to overcome
 
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Nesta98

Member
Oct 30, 2021
5
My two options are either night night, or carbon monoxide poisoning.
 
Starryeyes

Starryeyes

Experienced
Sep 22, 2021
237
Custms also rsk.
I tried to import ten grams of mdma from the dark web and it got seized at customs. Was only £50 value. I can't imagine how pissed off I'd be if it was n and £750
 
Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,332
I tried to import ten grams of mdma from the dark web and it got seized at customs. Was only £50 value. I can't imagine how pissed off I'd be if it was n and £750
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NotSureToEndure

NotSureToEndure

Professor of not a lot
Aug 17, 2020
114
Still deciding.. 🤷‍♂️ Have some SN I bought a year ago but I'm not sure I dare to take it, also don't have the other stuff I'm supposed to take before hand.
 
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IanUK

Member
Mar 25, 2021
77
I'm from the UK, I want to kill myself using a gun. I have tried and failed to acquire one. I need someone with connections...
please anyone help.
I wouldn't suggest a gun unless you really have the guts. It's quick but not nice for those that have to clean up what you leave behind!! Much better overdose if you can get the means which seems to get harder and harder. When my poor beloved cat had to be euthanised I was staggered how quickly he went. I was holding him and he was there and then gone - I literally saw the life go from his eyes. The experience almost destroyed me as I've always had far more connections to animals than humans but in that moment I knew this was the best way. My partner is older than me and we've had the discussion that I will stay until they have passed so that I don't leave problems but once gone I will follow within hours if not a day. We both understand this and have made all the preparations we can in terms of financial plans etc. I'm just struggling to source a reliable and affordable amount of Nembutal. Are the online sources genuine? I don't want to spend a fortune on,h to end up taking a counterfeit drug that does nothing. Does anyone know a good tried and tested source?
 
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