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Discussion(UK people) What is your current method looking like?
Thread starterdeathgripsme
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I bet it's exciting time waiting for N to arrive.
SN scares me a bit, I'd prefer getting N, but I'm worried about the customs etc.
I live in UK.
Can I PM you Chockles?
I've been on here a while and still really don't know. I just want to take something quick acting. I'm too much of a coward to hang myself or throw myself in front of a train. I desperately want to chose my time, sort everything out and just go. Because I have an older partner I feel responsible to look after them until they have gone then I want out as they are the one reason I am hanging on. I think for me I have zero affection for humanity and our world so I get by with minimum interaction and keeping my distance. As I've never really felt connected to society or had any real interest I just want out on my own terms at a time of my choosing. I've lived my whole life with depression and I'm now 60. My big fear us the addition of physical illness - I've no intention of seeking cures of it happens just palliative care. What I haven't yet found on here is good suggestions for strong drugs that will take me out quickly apart from cyanide which seems impossible to obtain. Does anyone have any suggestions?
Uk member here. I've thought of beachy head, but I can't help but think of myself regretting the decision whilst I'm falling mid air. Wish I had the guts. Who knows maybe one day I'll be ready
I've been on here a while and still really don't know. I just want to take something quick acting. I'm too much of a coward to hang myself or throw myself in front of a train. I desperately want to chose my time, sort everything out and just go. Because I have an older partner I feel responsible to look after them until they have gone then I want out as they are the one reason I am hanging on. I think for me I have zero affection for humanity and our world so I get by with minimum interaction and keeping my distance. As I've never really felt connected to society or had any real interest I just want out on my own terms at a time of my choosing. I've lived my whole life with depression and I'm now 60. My big fear us the addition of physical illness - I've no intention of seeking cures of it happens just palliative care. What I haven't yet found on here is good suggestions for strong drugs that will take me out quickly apart from cyanide which seems impossible to obtain. Does anyone have any suggestions?
Same here which is why it's got to be drugs in my own time and home
Of course I would prefer a peaceful exit, but the society denies us that and tries to force us to live. We all deserve one, we should not have to resort to painful methods or those that can fail. It is likely I will eventually choose hanging. That is the most easily accessible method for me. I do not have the courage for jumping. There is no set date but I will likely ctb when things get worse.
You think just like me. Funnily enough I smoked most if my life and had zero concerns about cancer. I stopped because I could no longer afford it. My gripe is why is society so obsessed with taking away those things we enjoy on the basis of health and prolonging life whilst simultaneously creating a world which is hideous to exist in? I have no interest in the world and don't support any of the values of the society around me. I cannot wait to die but society keeps forcing us to live as though to torment us. Why couldn't they have just left me alone with my one pleasure? I can really understand why some people go crazy with a fire arm I really understand that the older I get. Why can't a civilised society just accept that for some of us we aren't interested and just help us to go rather than persecuting us?
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SN with supplemental nitrogen and exit bag. The nitrogen should knock me out swiftly so I don't suffer with SN. If the nitrogen doesn't end me in a few minutes, the SN will finish the job. I believe this dual method will be failsafe and minimise suffering and wasn't secure about proceeding until I had both setups.
Purchasing and acquiring everything has been expensive and research intensive. Worth it for the most important decision of your life (and death).
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I have a pill cocktail but don't know if it will work for sure. It takes 24 hours (it's amitryptiline)...I have also considered hanging and also throwing myself in a river. The final one is when I feel really desperate. I'd combine it with alcohol.
Obviously if I could I'd go the N way, but due to fear of me being locked up I probably won't go that route.
Currently the two i'm leaning towards are SN and Night Night (SN would be harder to obtain but I like the idea of going out that way as opposed to Night Night however if it got to it I would still go Night Night as i'm desperate to leave this world.)
wanted to make some friends (UK if possible just to chat about possible methods etc)
might as well make a few friends before i'm gone.
I tried to import ten grams of mdma from the dark web and it got seized at customs. Was only ÂŁ50 value. I can't imagine how pissed off I'd be if it was n and ÂŁ750
I tried to import ten grams of mdma from the dark web and it got seized at customs. Was only ÂŁ50 value. I can't imagine how pissed off I'd be if it was n and ÂŁ750
Still deciding.. Have some SN I bought a year ago but I'm not sure I dare to take it, also don't have the other stuff I'm supposed to take before hand.
I wouldn't suggest a gun unless you really have the guts. It's quick but not nice for those that have to clean up what you leave behind!! Much better overdose if you can get the means which seems to get harder and harder. When my poor beloved cat had to be euthanised I was staggered how quickly he went. I was holding him and he was there and then gone - I literally saw the life go from his eyes. The experience almost destroyed me as I've always had far more connections to animals than humans but in that moment I knew this was the best way. My partner is older than me and we've had the discussion that I will stay until they have passed so that I don't leave problems but once gone I will follow within hours if not a day. We both understand this and have made all the preparations we can in terms of financial plans etc. I'm just struggling to source a reliable and affordable amount of Nembutal. Are the online sources genuine? I don't want to spend a fortune on,h to end up taking a counterfeit drug that does nothing. Does anyone know a good tried and tested source?
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