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СкороМёртв

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Nov 25, 2024
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Hey Sasu, im sorry in advance if i post this in the wrong place or without a needed prefix i have never used this site before.
Anyone who has ever attempted or thought about the train method probably came across the SI problem, but im having not only a problem with that but also the place where i could ctb. The place where i live is the capital city which makes it even worse, since i have only found one accessible place, even tho i have been searching for some time. I know its selfish to want to use the train method for ctb, but its almost the only method i can think of that won't traumatise a lot of people (since its almost daily that someone gets hit by a train)
I don't know if i should fine s better place, it is in a blindspot for a driver, however there are 2 roads nearby the place and everytime i tried to sneak off either a pedestrian or a cyclist would come out.
I just need answers because i know that people who i talk to would probably stop communicating with me at all if i asked them.
 
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Welcome to SaSu, One of my suicide attempts (I only have two) was with a train, obviously I can't tell about the SI since I lost a lot of memories and was in a hospital for two months, closing your eyes might help and trying to kneel, I was thinking about the people traumatized too, but in my case the opposite happened, got bullied the following year at school while I was trying to fix my broken soul
 
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I'm sorry you found this forum, because it means you're going through a lot. And yet a warm welcome from me, even though I'm more of a hermit here on the forum.

We mustn't fool ourselves, because no matter which method we choose, we always impose something on others. Be it the person who finds our body, rescue workers, hotel staff or, in the case of the method you have chosen, of course the driver of the train and possibly passers-by.
In my opinion, we have the right to determine our own lives and deaths - but we should try to minimize the impact on uninvolved parties as much as possible.

I think overcoming the SI is a challenge with all methods.
Have you already gained an overview here in the forum of which methods others are using and what knowledge and experiences others have on SaSu? Maybe the train is not your only option to take the bus…

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
 
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Dec 17, 2020
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Hey Sasu, im sorry in advance if i post this in the wrong place or without a needed prefix i have never used this site before.
Anyone who has ever attempted or thought about the train method probably came across the SI problem, but im having not only a problem with that but also the place where i could ctb. The place where i live is the capital city which makes it even worse, since i have only found one accessible place, even tho i have been searching for some time. I know its selfish to want to use the train method for ctb, but its almost the only method i can think of that won't traumatise a lot of people (since its almost daily that someone gets hit by a train)
I don't know if i should fine s better place, it is in a blindspot for a driver, however there are 2 roads nearby the place and everytime i tried to sneak off either a pedestrian or a cyclist would come out.
I just need answers because i know that people who i talk to would probably stop communicating with me at all if i asked them.
how do you know where is train blind spot ? do you have to put your neck on rails to get killed ?
Welcome to SaSu, One of my suicide attempts (I only have two) was with a train, obviously I can't tell about the SI since I lost a lot of memories and was in a hospital for two months, closing your eyes might help and trying to kneel, I was thinking about the people traumatized too, but in my case the opposite happened, got bullied the following year at school while I was trying to fix my broken soul
how do you position yourselves towards the train ?
 
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СкороМёртв

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Nov 25, 2024
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how do you know where is train blind spot ? do you have to put your neck on rails to get killed ?

how do you position yourselves towards the train ?
Well a train's blind spot is usually around a corner, or in an area which isn't visible from the angle of the driver. Yes you have to put your neck on the rails because standing in front of the train isn't always deadly.
Well If by the last question you mean which side you should be facing, like the train or the ground. I would probably say the ground because seeing the train coming towards you for sure would scare you.
 
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L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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When something like this happens I remember people pushing to be able to go out and see what happened up close. Not to mention the cell phones confiscated by the police from those people who tried to film parts of the corpse. I think that those who don't want to be traumatized quickly leave the place of the event. I didn't see all this rush. Even outside the Church, when an elderly man faints and foams at the mouth, everyone runs to see. People have a morbid curiosity.
 
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Nov 25, 2024
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I'm sorry you found this forum, because it means you're going through a lot. And yet a warm welcome from me, even though I'm more of a hermit here on the forum.

We mustn't fool ourselves, because no matter which method we choose, we always impose something on others. Be it the person who finds our body, rescue workers, hotel staff or, in the case of the method you have chosen, of course the driver of the train and possibly passers-by.
In my opinion, we have the right to determine our own lives and deaths - but we should try to minimize the impact on uninvolved parties as much as possible.

I think overcoming the SI is a challenge with all methods.
Have you already gained an overview here in the forum of which methods others are using and what knowledge and experiences others have on SaSu? Maybe the train is not your only option to take the bus…

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
Thanks for the reply, i have looked through the other ctb methods and well some of them require money, like SN
I guess the easiest of what i have seen is the night night method. I'll have to think about it since i already had somewhat of a plan for the train method.
About overcoming SI i heard ODing on sleeping pills might help, but im not sure if its true, or even how much time it takes for the sleeping pills to kick in (im guessing it depends on the person and the amount taken) since i never used sleeping pills before.
 

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