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tokyoboo

tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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huyy guys, today night at midnight im planning to ctb through SN method, now its 11am in here, i have 13 hours remaining for my ctb, im following the 48 hour protocol. need your tips or any advices on this method before i do it. at 11pm ima take paracetmol 1000mg 1 tblet, and at 11:20pm 3 metaclopromide tablets, i will make 2 solutions of SN each having 25gm of SN and 100ml water. plss do give me some tips and suggestions. right now feeling a bit scared , but i should do it for my peace,i hope i get the strength to do it. i love yall...
 
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praythestars

praythestars

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Best wishes in your travels. While I've read a lot about this method, I haven't STUDIED it, if you know what I meant, so I don't feel great about giving tips. But I am curious if you have anything planned during the day, music, last meal, a call maybe, that you'd be comfortable sharing
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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See ya tokyoboo~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :) Unfortunately, I can't offer anything as I've only ever been unsuccessful myself~ it seems to me that you're well-prepared if you're following a regime and all that tho~ :)
 
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findingpeace08

findingpeace08

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Aug 6, 2026
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Hey, i hope whatever choice you do leads to peacee and happiness, if you want to talk in the process, I'm here.
 
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Dawnfang

Dawnfang

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
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I hope it goes smoothly, whether you go through with it or not. May you find your peace.
 
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tokyoboo

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Best wishes in your travels. While I've read a lot about this method, I haven't STUDIED it, if you know what I meant, so I don't feel great about giving tips. But I am curious if you have anything planned during the day, music, last meal, a call maybe, that you'd be comfortable sharing
ive had my last meal at morning, im on fasting now for 14hours. i actually had chicken and fish yesterday, ig thats my kinda last meal, gonna pass my day by some movies or smtg, and gotta make my mind strong, uhh ig theres no call to make for me.
See ya tokyoboo~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :) Unfortunately, I can't offer anything as I've only ever been unsuccessful myself~ it seems to me that you're well-prepared if you're following a regime and all that tho~ :)
thankuu EternalShore for your prayers... i hope you have a peaceful happy life..
Hey, i hope whatever choice you do leads to peacee and happiness, if you want to talk in the process, I'm here.
thankuu , i hope you too have a peaceful and happy life..
I hope it goes smoothly, whether you go through with it or not. May you find your peace.
thankuu, i hope you fine peace too
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find peace.
 
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findingpeace08

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ive had my last meal at morning, im on fasting now for 14hours. i actually had chicken and fish yesterday, ig thats my kinda last meal, gonna pass my day by some movies or smtg, and gotta make my mind strong, uhh ig theres no call to make for me.

thankuu EternalShore for your prayers... i hope you have a peaceful happy life..

thankuu , i hope you too have a peaceful and happy life..

thankuu, i hope you fine peace too
Btw keeps us updated if u want too, did you started? Maybe i will get to sleep but wish you well.
 
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findingpeace08

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Omg true i read your post while drowsy to sleep 😂 thought you were doing in like a hour

Well cherish these last hours if it's your last

Recommend obstacles by syd matter beautiful song
 
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Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
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huyy guys, today night at midnight im planning to ctb through SN method, now its 11am in here, i have 13 hours remaining for my ctb, im following the 48 hour protocol. need your tips or any advices on this method before i do it. at 11pm ima take paracetmol 1000mg 1 tblet, and at 11:20pm 3 metaclopromide tablets, i will make 2 solutions of SN each having 25gm of SN and 100ml water. plss do give me some tips and suggestions. right now feeling a bit scared , but i should do it for my peace,i hope i get the strength to do it. i love yall...
100ml water is to much i thought pph said 50ml per glass
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

existential torture
Dec 10, 2025
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I hope you find peace, no matter what you decide.
 
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tokyoboo

tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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Omg true i read your post while drowsy to sleep 😂 thought you were doing in like a hour

Well cherish these last hours if it's your last

Recommend obstacles by syd matter beautiful song
Haha lol. Ooo ima listen to the song now..
100ml water is to much i thought pph said 50ml per glass
Ooo yee i forgot, 50ml it is, my plans 50ml, i don't know why I've posted it as 100ml. Thankuu
I hope you find peace, no matter what you decide.
Thank you... I hope you be peaceful and happy..
 
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praythestars

praythestars

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Jan 11, 2026
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ive had my last meal at morning, im on fasting now for 14hours. i actually had chicken and fish yesterday, ig thats my kinda last meal, gonna pass my day by some movies or smtg, and gotta make my mind strong, uhh ig theres no call to make for me.

thankuu EternalShore for your prayers... i hope you have a peaceful happy life..

thankuu , i hope you too have a peaceful and happy life..

thankuu, i hope you fine peace too
What movie do you think you'll watch? Did you know that'd be your last meal yesterday? Just curious, sorry if it's morbid, but well, here we are. I've had two true attempts in my life, a few passive. I've found that even on my true ones I didn't know at the time that my last meal might be my last one. So I'm just kind of curious if having something like SN makes that a bit different or something, not sure. Even when they were planned, it was more like the planning happened over time well before the 'day'. The 'day' just kind of became the day that day for whatever reason.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
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I hope it'll go well for you <3 good luck op
 
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tokyoboo

tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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What movie do you think you'll watch? Did you know that'd be your last meal yesterday? Just curious, sorry if it's morbid, but well, here we are. I've had two true attempts in my life, a few passive. I've found that even on my true ones I didn't know at the time that my last meal might be my last one. So I'm just kind of curious if having something like SN makes that a bit different or something, not sure. Even when they were planned, it was more like the planning happened over time well before the 'day'. The 'day' just kind of became the day that day for whatever reason.
idkk what movie ima watch, yee ive known its my last meal, i planned it all,i hope SN works for me
I hope it'll go well for you <3 good luck op
thankuu, i hope you be happy and peaceful
 
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Salkak

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Dec 9, 2021
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How are you feeling? Are you okay? Nervous?
 
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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
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huyy guys, today night at midnight im planning to ctb through SN method, now its 11am in here, i have 13 hours remaining for my ctb, im following the 48 hour protocol. need your tips or any advices on this method before i do it. at 11pm ima take paracetmol 1000mg 1 tblet, and at 11:20pm 3 metaclopromide tablets, i will make 2 solutions of SN each having 25gm of SN and 100ml water. plss do give me some tips and suggestions. right now feeling a bit scared , but i should do it for my peace,i hope i get the strength to do it. i love yall...
I'm jealous bro. But good luck and peace
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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retstardeda$$hole

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Jul 21, 2026
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Hey good luck. I will be catching up with you in a few days.
 
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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
53
Bro. If you don't make it. Please just reply here.
Because I'm extremely jealous. But No offense.
I wish you peace too.
After read you ctb. I feel like " OKAY YOU SHOULD DO IT TODAY NIGHT"
 
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SilentVelvet

SilentVelvet

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Jan 28, 2026
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Is there anything else on your mind that you'd like to say?
Rest in peace.We'll all see each other on the other side someday♥️
 
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tokyoboo

tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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Is there anything else on your mind that you'd like to say?
Rest in peace.We'll all see each other on the other side someday♥️
I Just hope that my parents would feel guilty, which is very less chance of happening, but yee peace. Yee ima see you on the other side
 
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