To the people who focus on taking away methods for peaceful passing..

[CannotAnymore]

Screw you!!

Getting N in Mexico is impossible. I tried for 10 days and just could not get it.

SN didn't work.

Now I have to traumatize others by choosing a more violent method. It's so unfair.

I could have just gone to sleep but I guess everyone wants the violent method so they can pretend to be shocked.

Just let me go in peace. I don't want to do this anymore.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

people deserve to CTB peacefully. It's so cruel how we are forced to choose such violent methods because we aren't given a better option. On top of all of the things we have going on, we have to deal with fear of the method not working which is my biggest fear.

 

[Judy Garland]

SN didn't work? So you attempted with SN? Can you explain the details of that please?

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's absolutely insane and cruel to wish to deny people peaceful ways to exit. There is nothing so beneficial and valuable about life to justify doing so, why should we have to struggle so much to be free from a life that we never asked for in the first place. Life is such an useless concept which serves no purpose, it's just a consequence of evolution with the fate of all those that exist being to deteriorate and die. Continuing to exist could only ever be delaying the inevitable, so it makes little sense beyond the society needing workers to deny the most preferable methods and it's irrational to claim that suicide is wrong as there are no disadvantages to being dead. It's like those who wish to restrict methods want to force others to stay here and torture them until old age which is disturbing, but these people are likely very deluded as to the cruel and harsh reality of this existence to the point that they are in denial of the fact that for so many people this existence could never be worth enduring.

But I understand your frustrations, all that I wish for is to pass away peacefully without having to suffer in the dying process or worry about the possibility of methods failing. Life itself is the problem for me, so only death could ever be the solution. Suicide really shouldn't be so stigmatised and it's so incredibly wrong that it is.

 

[Pluto]

Did you reference the PPH? There is an entire section about various places in Mexico and elsewhere that have been known to offer N for sale, sometimes with a $100 bribe substituting a prescription.

 

[Jadzia]

Why didn't SN work?

 

[CannotAnymore]

SN didn't work? So you attempted with SN? Can you explain the details of that please?

It just didn't work. I followed the instructions of the guide... drank SN, went to sleep..... and then I woke up. Slightly blue on my lips....

Surprisingly uneventful. I think I didn't fast long enough before and my weight played a role.

Did you reference the PPH? There is an entire section about various places in Mexico and elsewhere that have been known to offer N for sale, sometimes with a $100 bribe substituting a prescription.

Yes.. used the pph and I speak spanish... I think it might be easier in a different part of Mexico

 

[Life_and_Death]

It just didn't work. I followed the instructions of the guide... drank SN, went to sleep..... and then I woke up. Slightly blue on my lips....

Surprisingly uneventful. I think I didn't fast long enough before and my weight played a role.

i wonder if it was nitrate packaged as nitrite??