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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hĂĽperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
490
My last proper attempt (not counting when two days ago I went to jump a building and failed) was when I tried to strangle myself while still being with my beloved, before passing out I heard his voice in my head calling me sweetie and telling me to calm down and that he'd be there, so my SI went insane and I tore it off of me to live for him, sadly
 
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carfemtanyl

Student
Nov 18, 2025
185
I OD'ed on opioids and benzos but I didn't stop breathing for some reason, only reduced breathing
my friends found me 15 hours later and called the emergency services
I was in a coma for 4 days and in the ICU for 10 days
now I'm in a grippy socks jail
 
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suncide10

suncide10

Member
Apr 27, 2026
64
In all of attempts I end up standing up as soon as I feel pressure on my neck. I will just do FSH when I will decide to actually kms.
 
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Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Experienced
Apr 17, 2023
279
Hung myself but si is a bitch i ended up doing a pull up on my anchor point and moving the rope to the side its all a blur i deeply regret it but cant control si đź«©đź«©
 
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charlieee

charlieee

Chronically online
Jun 3, 2026
60
I tried PSH and what kept me from ctb was SI.
For my future attempt I will choose a more effective option, PSH is definitely not for me.
 

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