This week will be the end

[Innereye]

I have an 100 gram pack of lab grade Sn ready. I just opened it and it looks good, biggest worry is that it's lost chemical potency and I fail (its 4 years old)

I had many hopes and dreams crushed in an instant. Ive fought the good fight but I know life is doomed from here. I've ghosted my friends and ready to let go of this coil.

I'm an extreme extrovert so it's really painful letting so many people go, "if there was another option I'd take it" reasoning has led me off many cliffs

I'm broken and tired, only one option at this point.

Something I'm still not sure of is dose calculation and if Lyrica is a reasonable substitute for benzos.
I'm a 24yo M 5'7/169cm and around 74kgs

What would be the dosage be for that?

Cheers lads hope ill be free soon.

 

[heavyeyes]

I wish you peace and rest ❤ I'm sorry life has lead you to this

Why not test the sn to make sure it's potent enough? I hope someone can answer your question about the medication

 

[Praestat_Mori]

As long as your SN was originally sealed and kept in a dry place it should still be fine. You should follow proven protocols as best as you can.

Stan's Guide to SN.

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SN

Two questions: what’s the actual amount of SN you wanna be taking to CTB? The SN thread says 5g, then 10, then 15, so it’s a bit confusing. Seconds question: does it make sense to just take like 50 to ensure you don’t fail? Or does that just make you more likely to throw it up? Thank you guys.

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I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes. Sorry it's come to this.

 

[DeathSleep]

Good luck with your plan. I hope you find peace.

 

[Murt]

Sorry it's come to this CC. I hope you find calm and peace whichever path you take.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is too cruel, I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering here, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[アホペンギン]

I'm sorry your life came to this point and I hope you can find peace soon.

For the SN dosage, I advise about 25gm for your weight and the next glasses should have gradually less and less SN due to the fact that SN from the previous glass will already be in your system and more SN will cause nausea. As for the potency, as long as the SN was stored correctly and kept away from moisture, I think it'll be fine.

 

[bluebus]

I'm really sorry that it's come to this. I understand what you're saying-- about your dreams being crushed and being too tired to keep fighting. I'm also an extrovert and I've been ignoring pretty much everyone, it really hurts honestly. I can relate with you on a lot of points and I know how exhausted you must feel. It takes a lot of pain to get here. I'm so sorry that you've had to suffer so much, I just hope that you can find peace at the end of this journey. I don't know much about sn so I can't really add anything helpful. I just wanted to say good luck and I hope you can be free soon. All the best, bb

 

[アホペンギン]

Think you mean 25g not 25mg ?

OH YES SORRY, I edited it

I am used to typing "mg" for medication dosages, it is muscle memory now for me.

 

[B4mbi]

I have an 100 gram pack of lab grade Sn ready. I just opened it and it looks good, biggest worry is that it's lost chemical potency and I fail (its 4 years old)

I had many hopes and dreams crushed in an instant. Ive fought the good fight but I know life is doomed from here. I've ghosted my friends and ready to let go of this coil.

I'm an extreme extrovert so it's really painful letting so many people go, "if there was another option I'd take it" reasoning has led me off many cliffs

I'm broken and tired, only one option at this point.

Something I'm still not sure of is dose calculation and if Lyrica is a reasonable substitute for benzos.
I'm a 24yo M 5'7/169cm and around 74kgs

What would be the dosage be for that?

Cheers lads hope ill be free soon.

I don't know if anyone could truly be happy about it, but you'll surely feel relieved. You're cheating the system after all

 

[Leopard2023]

Sorry to hear that you're depressed. I'm depressed aswell. What hopes and dreams were crushed?

 

[Innereye]

Sorry to hear that you're depressed. I'm depressed aswell. What hopes and dreams were crushed?

funnily enough I wouldnt even call myself depressed, just tortured. have many medical issues and this recent surgical complication I had was the last straw