there’s no going back now

[nihilisticmystics]

my ctb partner (that i met off of this website) and i are meeting this wednesday, we have a hotel for two nights and the hotel is 9 minutes away from the bus station, where i will pick my partner up. we are trying to ctb by firearm, and i plan to acquire one from a private seller that doesn't do a background check, or ask someone for help who can pass the background check.

(i might not pass the background check because i have been to a psych ward twice). if we are not able to get a gun, i plan to hang myself when i get home after our hotel stay is up. i have already prepared everything, this week is perfect to ctb and it's at the point where i have nothing to lose, i don't want to stall or hold off anymore. i know that i was destined to die by ctb, and to be honest i am very ready and excited. i do not feel fear, i just want to be gone forever.

extra question / need help: how do i test my ceiling fan to see if it's a good anchor point?

thank you :)

 

[Sleeper System]

Ha. Wish I could join yall. Jealous beyond words.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Ha. Wish I could join yall. Jealous beyond words.

why can't you? :> are you eligible to buy a firearm/have access to firearms? do you live in the usa? we are trying to find a third partner that is willing to travel to texas, who can ideally pass a background check to purchase a firearm, or already have firearms….

If you're interested then just dm me!!^_^

 

[SunriseParabellum]

I'd be very careful about asking someone to help acquire, they can either call the cops and get you arrested, or if they do they're going to prison when the scene is found. Just my two cents on that, I don't want you to end up locked up over it. However things go though I wish you the best and hope you find peace, in this life or the next

 

[LunarLynx]

I'd be very careful about asking someone to help acquire, they can either call the cops and get you arrested, or if they do they're going to prison when the scene is found. Just my two cents on that, I don't want you to end up locked up over it. However things go though I wish you the best and hope you find peace, in this life or the next

I mean you can't go to prison if you're not there anymore :P
Jokes aside, stay safe, meeting people from the internet can always be dangerous !! (good luck on your attemps <3)

 

[Pony Slaystation]

Partnering up to ctb is a great way for one of you to end up with a criminal charge for participating in the other person's death -- if one of you doesn't succeed -- or have your family sued by their family for damages.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Partnering up to ctb is a great way for one of you to end up with a criminal charge for participating in the other person's death -- if one of you doesn't succeed -- or have your family sued by their family for damages.

Naw we will both succeed