Yes, I'm in the U.S., but our primary is more than a month away. Maybe someone's holding a rally in the ballpark, but I'd expect them to do that closer to the primary. Voting is definitely on my to-do list before I check out!
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Yes, I'm in the U.S., but our primary is more than a month away. Maybe someone's holding a rally in the ballpark, but I'd expect them to do that closer to the primary. Voting is definitely on my to-do list before I check out!
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Oh right I forgot I should probably actually mention those though I kept saying I wasn't having any before so I wonder how fast until they throw me in a psych ward again lol.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Rally's happen no matter what. A month away.... they are probably starting.
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
They won't. Say you don't have a plan. They should be mentioned.
How is your day?
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
It's been a bad day for hallucinations. I really don't know how much more I can take
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
It's been really tough recently, my medication isn't doing anything and I just seem to be getting worse. Plus I'm under alot of stress at the moment. Hopefully that shouldnt be as bad soon. How have things been since youve been back?
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
My mental state is degrading rapidly and getting worse by the day. My medication doesn't seem to be very helpful honestly. I'm starting to regret waking up again which is not fun. Hopefully you're stress lightens up like you said though.
CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
- 463
I'm seeing the doctor on Thursday but they're saying I'll have to slowly come off of my current meds over 2 weeks and then I'll start another one which can take up to 6 weeks to work. It all feels pointless
I'm sorry that you're going through it all again. Has anyone been helping you?
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I feel the same way. It all works too slowly. I wanted a rapid change in my life which is why I attempted but things have just gone back to standing still. Completely pointless in the end.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
@L0ne1ygh0st , I haven't been able to get my asthma meds right in 3 years. Don't give up. I have faith!@L0ne1ygh0st - @MysticPerception -
Sorry to hear your medications aren't cutting it.
Its really tough that you have to slowly come off and then go through more time before new drugs take effect. That's the way our bodies work unfortunately, it can't be rushed. Just gotta stick at it.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
If only sticking at it was easier. Whatever it's not like I'm going to attempt again remotely soon so I'll just continue being miserable in the mean time lol.
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
Not necessarily. For instance, SSRIs are actually working in a very roundabout way that makes actual positive effect manifest only after 4 weeks-ish
Hopefully the right medication WILL start working in time. But yeah, patience isn't easy in that circumstance.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
4ish weeks? I'm too impatient for that jesus. I should have just died it would have been faster lmao.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
CynicalHopelessness
Messenger of Silence
- Jan 9, 2020
- 940
Lol, literally why I buy stuff that I can just shove into my mouth like tomatoes, bread, nuts, sausages, etc.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I don't even know what an ssri is. I'm so unknowledgeable when it comes to recovery as I never envisioned myself even trying it. Starting to realize I was right to not bother nothing can save me from my day to day life lol.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor-----basically antidepressant.
Don't know what to say to the other though :(
Selective seretonin reuptake inhibitors. There's a science bit! Don't know what you are on though but they are the go to drugs these days.
But if your medication does work hopefully you will feel a difference after a few weeks. Gotta tough it out till them I'm afraid.Last edited:
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
I'm just on lexipro. They also prescribed me melatonin for some reason despite me telling them I already have a bottle so I don't really bother taking the one they gave me. I've been passing out naturally anyway due to being drowsy all day so at least insomnia isn't returning into my life so that's a plus.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
Ouch! I hope you're okay!
I'm glad to hear you're doing okay today.I feel okay, I think. Thank you for asking How are you?
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Laundry is done. Breathing sucks. Somebody bump.Today took a hard turn. I'm really trying to hold on. Sending you all hugs.
MysticPerception
I'm back and I'll still smile for you
- Dec 31, 2019
- 1,252
Well hold on as best as you can. We're right there with you so at least you're not alone.Similar threads
