Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I still have a job, even if I despise it. Its nice out so that's good. Belly is full and had great company over the weekend. I'll choose to ignore everything else going on in my life for now lol

I hope everyone else is doing ok.
I'm so glad you still have your job! It's a very beautiful day indeed. What did you eat? Anything good?
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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I keep eating fast food which I never used to do. A way to punish myself. But it's food. It's my one meal for the day.
I've not been eating all that well lately either. I'm about to start working on that one though.
 
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There are good burgers in this world... the problem is that they cost a good kidney.
Went to this super fancy restaurant once that lets you watch their cooks do their thing.
Seriously, that's one of their gimmicks, and the cooks are goddamn ninjas. They'll go as far as let you fondle the meat before they put it one the grill.
There is, of course, a massive downside - the price. It's like 30$ per hamburger. They also inflate them somehow. A normal-sized patty inflates into something I needed to unhinge my jaw to bite. First time I asked for a fork and knife for a hamburger. The cook looked at me like I'm a heretic even after seeing I'm not a snake. :pfff:
I don't know what part of the world you are in but in US 5 Guys is a satisfying burger fit $10
 
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porfin1234

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Wendys.
I'll share pics of when I used to cook tho and was my happy full self:
 

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I think today I will take action and make an honest effort to drastically decrease and or temporarily end my alcohol consumption.
 
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Hello everyone.

Last couple of days haven't been good. It was a bit better a couple hours ago. I'm just thinking should I die. I'm very unsure about it though. How are you?

We are here for you if you want to talk about it. :heart:
 
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Oh my god this omurice with chicken is infinitely better than any food I've eaten in the past week. No pics because I'm too busy wolfing it down but finally a decent meal I made for myself.
 
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Wendys.
I'll share pics of when I used to cook tho and was my happy full self:

That looks amazing! I'm glad you still have your job and stuff! Don't worry too much about eating fast food, at least you had something to eat. :)
 
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Oh my god this omurice with chicken is infinitely better than any food I've eaten in the past week. No pics because I'm too busy wolfing it down but finally a decent meal I made for myself.
What is it?
 
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What is it?
Rice where you crack a fresh egg into it and stir it so the rice cooks it. I added some chicken and a bit of salt and it's great. It sounds dangerous but other recipes do the same with eggs so it's nothing new. Normally you use soy sauce as well but I cut that out as it's just bad for me.
 
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Rice where you crack a fresh egg into it and stir it so the rice cooks it. I added some chicken and a bit of salt and it's great. It sounds dangerous but other recipes do the same with eggs so it's nothing new. Normally you use soy sauce as well but I cut that out as it's just bad for me.
It sounds like fried rice without veggies
 
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Thanks for the love, and to everyone else as well. I think this decision has been long over due honestly.

It'll probably feel better in the long run, (again I'm proud!)
Kratom would probably help with some of the issues that may come from quitting.
 
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It sounds like fried rice without veggies
Fried rice is way harder to make as it requires actual preparation lol. I'm literally just making rice with a rice cooker and cutting up some chicken I seared in a pan then adding a fresh egg.
 
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It'll probably feel better in the long run, (again I'm proud!)
Kratom would probably help with some of the issues that may come from quitting.
I've heard good things about Kratom. I've never had an issue pertaining to withdrawal of alcohol or anything. So I guess I'm fortunate in that aspect.
 
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Wait lmao I've had it wrong this whole time this is oyakodon not omurice lol. I found a gif for it from an anime that shows what I mean.
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Wait lmao I've had it wrong this whole time this is oyakodon not omurice lol. I found a gif for it from an anime that shows what I mean.
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Nippon no tabemono daisuki! I love Japanese food! In my really poor Japanese from college lol

I used to eat om rice and donburi all the time. My ex was from Japan so I learned how to cook all that stuff.
 
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Nippon no tabemono daisuki! I love Japanese food! In my really poor Japanese from college lol

I used to eat om rice and donburi all the time. My ex was from Japan so I learned how to cook all that stuff.
日本のもっと食べ物。ごはんぢ足助。

My grammar is trash lol. I've tried learning Japanese multiple times and even learned 1,000 Kanji at one point but still gave up. I just wish my motivation was stronger I would have been able to read by now if it was.
 
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日本のもっと食べ物。ごはんぢ足助。

My grammar is trash lol. I've tried learning Japanese multiple times and even learned 1,000 Kanji at one point but still gave up. I just wish my motivation was stronger I would have been able to read by now if it was.
We have another cult member ;)
 
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日本のもっと食べ物。ごはんぢ足助。

My grammar is trash lol. I've tried learning Japanese multiple times and even learned 1,000 Kanji at one point but still gave up. I just wish my motivation was stronger I would have been able to read by now if it was.

Impressive. Not an easy language to learn. I love it though. I was able to visit a while back and fell madly in love with the culture.
 
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Impressive. Not an easy language to learn. I love it though. I was able to visit a while back and fell madly in love with the culture.
As much as I love their culture I've always just tried learning to read for my hobbies lol. Not a good enough reason in the long run I guess.

確かに日本が綺麗. わたしわ図とニッポン大好き。

To loosely translate my garbled Japanese I said: After all, Japan is beautiful. I'll always love Japan.
Except for the part where I forgot watashi wa which I will add right now.
We have another cult member ;)
Is there a Japanese cult I don't know about? lol
 
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