I never comment on goodbye threads because it's too sad to me but I have to say, this is one of the saddest ones I've seen. I've read other deeply sad ones, that made me cry a bit. But I feel this thread has affected me a lot.
This is a young girl who created this thread and clearly seems naive. She had mentioned she was 19 before, now she says she is 20.
I think no matter what people say if attention seeking or not, this was a deep cry for help. The fact that she was clearly not even sure what she was doing. I am not sure if we will see her tomorrow again here or not, but whatever the case, there was a very profound lack of value towards herself in this thread. And I really hate myself I feel like a piece of shit and am just waiting to get run over by a car someday. But the way this person was mocking herself through her final death and posting pictures of herself was a lot.
I also felt the way some people were commenting here adds to the disturbance.
I feel as the person who started this thread mentioned, we don't know each other, and we are all merely words on a screen, but words hold as much power as a real voice of a person. It will forever last here in the internet.
I don't care if this was attention seeking, I deeply empathize with that, I am a chronic attention seeker. All I want is attention and love.
Rest In Peace, 995. And if you did survive, in reference to your earlier posts, it doesn't matter if we are all strangers, we are all humans behind a computer who undergo a lot of suffering in this world and seek connection, life seems sometimes like a trivial meaningless game, but at some point, I feel there is a lot more to that.