taking sn now

[NothingElseMatters]

you're quite funny being agressive just because people are worried about you, but whatever.

 

[995]

Doesn't matter if it were you or anyone else I would still wish them the best.

wow imagine caring. anyways i put a few more gs of sn in my water
i left plenty of sn in my bag for next time tho so idk how much ive actually put in it may be 10g or less D: ill attach a pic

 

[Toxic Positivity]

strange how online strangers on a fucking suicide website u've never talked to before care more than ppl irl ;,) im crying at the irony rn .

I'm sorry the people in your life didn't care more. You deserved better.

 

[995]

Was 50g. Could get my scale out but im too lazy

I'm sorry the people in your life didn't care more. You deserved better.

i doubt that. im a whiny abusive piece of shit tbh xd
head still pounding 12:44
i feel relaxed. i doubt ill die which is gonna make this so embarrassing lololol
now i have tinnitus? i already have tinnitus but it sounds higher pitched in my left ear
ok all the waterss gone this shit tastes nasty but its not too bad just v salty
12:49 the white noise is replacing my hearing now is this a sign.. im about to meet god???

 

[Shu]

Is your heart not pounding? I hope you're gonna be okay.

 

[995]

well idrk my heart pounds after 2 mins on the stairmaster but yeah ig it is.
my head is pounding (is that the sound of my heart?)
but i think i'm supposed to be passed out by now so i think we can conclude no fast + no antiemetic + eyeballing the amount of sn = failure ;I

Is your heart not pounding?

the tinitus is REALLY loud but idk if thats supposed to be a symptom or anything
what even are the health consequences of consuming sn if you don't die again?

 

[its-about-time]

Hard to say what will ultimately happen. A stomach full of food takes hours to empty. So you might get hit with the force of it several hours after taking it. Either way if you truly ingested 50+ grams of SN you won't survive.

You could've measured with a teaspoon, there are guides saying 1tsp=roughly however many grams, so you could've had a better idea.

Keep us updated. You're obviously not interested in advice or people caring so I won't bother you with that. Im curious if you'll experience the nausea since you have so much food in your stomach—bread, no less. Taking SN to vomit a binge doesn't sound effective but it'll be effective at killing you. So, if that's what you truly want, then you're probably gonna get there.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

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Do ygs think my lips r darker than normal? I cant tell. First pic no flash 2nd pic w flash (ik theyre chaped asf but who rly cares atp)

Yes they look like they are going blue.

Are you still with us?

 

[995]

it'll be effective at killing you. So, if that's what you truly want, then you're probably gonna get there.

yeahhh its probably not going to work i left a lot of sn so i may have consumed only 5-10g :/

Yes they look like they are going blue.

Are you still with us?

unfortunately

 

[Shu]

yeahhh its probably not going to work i left a lot of sn so i may have consumed only 5-10g :/

unfortunately

I thought you said you dumped half a bag of 50 grams?

 

[995]

i posted a pic of how much sn i left. idk

I thought you said you dumped half a bag of 50 grams?

its okay, this is a learning experience so i know what to expect and im glad i left more than enough for next time

 

[Toxic Positivity]

If you change your mind, you can call emergency services and tell them what you took and tell them you need methylene blue. There's no shame in changing your mind. Don't yell at me I'm allowed to be toxically positive it's in my username.

 

[995]

feel tired . could be bc i worked today, but normally i sleep at like 3am and its only 1am so far. gonna shower and sleep

Lip update: LOL super blue now heart beating faster?I feel reaalyb dizzy omg my heart is beaty rly fast bow

 

[Kismet]

I wish you the best as well and I don't know you but I have an idea of what you're going through. We all want peace more than anything else

 

[995]

upday=te u i feel hot sweaty u went to the otoielt but i cant shower i feel sso swaty and m feel lkike shit i cant lioije at my compute to type mim going to sleeo bow
i need topee
u tyrnt in on my lights i eel a bit better

 

[FallingGrace]

Seems legit

 

[995]

,mao i cant type properyky WHERE IS MY SKULL EMOJI oh ether uit utss

 

[Shu]

Omg :(

 

[oneDay1]

If you change your mind, you can call emergency services and tell them what you took and tell them you need methylene blue. There's no shame in changing your mind. Don't yell at me I'm allowed to be toxically positive it's in my username.

You're not being toxically positive. I'd argue not even positive, just neutral. No matter what we say, this is a permanent decision so it stands to reason that we should really think about our choices and decide this is what we want. Op, if you're reading this, I hope you've made a reasoned decision and this what your really want. When we say no shame in stopping ir calling 911, its not about positivity, its about wanting you to be in a state where you can make these huge, irreversible decisions.

 

[995]

should i post my sob story in casse i die
hahahaa

 

[Cathy Ames]

,mao i cant type properyky WHERE IS MY SKULL EMOJI oh ether uit utss

NOT too late to call 911 if you are even the least bit uncertain about dying right now!

 

[Red Scare]

Is this person even 18? Should they even be on this website?

 

[995]

Is this person even 18? Should they even be in this website?

yeah im 20
im v immature

 

[Shu]

Would be Red Scare to come in a moment like this starting their shit. No sympathy for anyone.

 

[995]

i feel better now maybe i wont die

 

[Lullaby]

Omg, OP. You're giving zero fucks about this whole thing, you just handled this without care or any worries.

I hope you're okay. Even if I don't know you, it still sucks that we're even brought to this point.

 

[FallingGrace]

The amount of people falling for this is insane

 

[Shu]

If you don't want to die I suggest calling an ambulance. It's not to late. You haven't recorded vomiting so your body is probably absorbing a ton of it right now.

 

[995]

k gn ill update if i wake up

 

[Kismet]

Can i ask what triggered you?