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[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Like the title says, I will be a raging narcissist in this thread.

I have started listening to this every day to connect with the archetype of Durga:



It has been very beneficial. I feel happy, for the first time in years. Forgot what it felt like.
Btw, since my thread about censorship accidentally got nuked into oblivion, I am posting my responses to two posters from that thread here. The discussion was civil and respectful and people were airing their grievances. Hopefully, we can exchange constructive ideas here.

I want to use this opportunity to thank @Hass who acted like a therapist and a friend towards me and I appreciate that a lot.

 

[Brackenshire]

I do not know if you were being flippant or not but if that was meant to be a slur in some way about my mother.....you have succeeded in offending me

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I do not know if you were being flippant or not but if that was meant to be a slur in some way about my mother.....you have succeeded in offending me

Not interested in talking to you. Welcome to my ignore list.

 

[Kat!]

uhm.

 

[Makko]

Everyone on this forum needs a thread like this.

 

[these_days9]

I'm so sorry I promise this is not said as antagonizing in any way, but if you ignore me because of this that's okay. But I feel like you're the cat of ss, you have so many lives. I kinda love it.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

I mean no disrespect to either side of...whatever this is, but

Hopefully, we can exchange constructive ideas here.

 

[waived]

What is even going on

 

[Kat!]

What is even going on

No clue.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I'm so sorry I promise this is not said as antagonizing in any way, but if you ignore me because of this that's okay. But I feel like you're the cat of ss, you have so many lives. I kinda love it.

So do I, lol. Thanks.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Excellent article (and blog):

The Last Psychiatrist: Shame Is The Desired Outcome

thelastpsychiatrist.com

Literally everyone is a narcissist nowadays. We all cling to our little identities and our pet likes and dislikes. On the internet, during arguments, the best strategy is to: agree, amplify, double down, ridicule. And most essential: Have fun!

I am a Nietzschean Third Positionist, I embrace Master Morality (honor, value creation, directness, heroism, strength, pride). I like to say to people: I have reached a level of burnout and blackpill that I never knew were possible. Nothing can hurt me anymore. Life is a game I can check out of any minute. I can utilize my life and act of death for any purpose I see fit at any given moment. That is the level of freedomI enjoy.

My morality (and personality) are different from 90% of people. I am attracted to fringe ideologies, spiritual movements, subcultures etc. Numerous tests (online and with certified psychologists) and conversations confirmed this to me. Survival is the only thing that matters, especially spiritual, then psychological, then emotional and in the last place, physical. Someone once said that the fear of death is the beginning of slavery. In that regard, I am FREE.

The ONLY harm someone can do to me is to murder me, and even that would be doing me a favor in a way.

Peace out. Like I said before, I have disengaged emotionally from this place and I come here for the DM's mostly and to get a laugh at the latest attempts of provocation. People who have no enemies are pretty much afraid or too weak to stand up for themselves. A bit of tough love from me, but I am not going to lie and sugarcoat.

I am writing this here in order to save time on PM's.

@Wayfaerer @Symbiote @RainAndSadness @Aap @esse_est_percipi @Hass @Marquis @Meretlein