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Jackblade
Student
- Aug 9, 2018
- 197
This is the only thing that I can get, the only suicide method which is accessible to me. I was finaly in peace knowing that I've found an "easy" way ou but some people say that this isn't as efficient at it is described.
I already bought my SN on Ebay yesterday. (https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Sodium-Nitrite-NaNO2-99-Highest-Grade-CAS-7632-00-0/142895851290?hash=item214541a71a:m:myPLwXPKwzs9RjdjOsIgaOQ&var=441877904783)
I'm going to manage to get Metoclopramide and preparing baking soda.
I will get the stuff soon. I cant go back, the process is already on.
I cant live with the thoughts I have and the things I saw.
There is no way out for me.
Only suicide.
I'm so scared and confused
I will do it with SN anyway but I will be a lot more scared...
God damn...
I already bought my SN on Ebay yesterday. (https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Sodium-Nitrite-NaNO2-99-Highest-Grade-CAS-7632-00-0/142895851290?hash=item214541a71a:m:myPLwXPKwzs9RjdjOsIgaOQ&var=441877904783)
I'm going to manage to get Metoclopramide and preparing baking soda.
I will get the stuff soon. I cant go back, the process is already on.
I cant live with the thoughts I have and the things I saw.
There is no way out for me.
Only suicide.
I'm so scared and confused
I will do it with SN anyway but I will be a lot more scared...
God damn...