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dreaf

dreaf

Member
Nov 14, 2019
28
Seems i cant find any SN Ships to Sweden, anyone know any source that you can pm me.
 
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Samsa

Member
May 7, 2020
77
that fucking pisses me off.
Depends, as I still cannot comment on/confirm the purity of the substance at this point. I checked the envelope carefully again and to my delight it seems that the substance is actually inside a second bag or something. If it's possibly airtight, I don't know.

Generally i have the impression that purchasing it in high purity has become difficult in the last years because of governments' regulations. With PN discussing it more widely recently I see great danger of it being restricted even further by officials. Meanwhile, I too would be happy for any hints of a 100% reliable source.
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
736
Depends, as I still cannot comment on/confirm the purity of the substance at this point. I checked the envelope carefully again and to my delight it seems that the substance is actually inside a second bag or something. If it's possibly airtight, I don't know.

Generally i have the impression that purchasing it in high purity has become difficult in the last years because of governments' regulations. With PN discussing it more widely recently I see great danger of it being restricted even further by officials. Meanwhile, I too would be happy for any hints of a 100% reliable source.
Well, I'm just pissed off for being scammed by the same seller...
 
x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Depends, as I still cannot comment on/confirm the purity of the substance at this point. I checked the envelope carefully again and to my delight it seems that the substance is actually inside a second bag or something. If it's possibly airtight, I don't know.

Generally i have the impression that purchasing it in high purity has become difficult in the last years because of governments' regulations. With PN discussing it more widely recently I see great danger of it being restricted even further by officials. Meanwhile, I too would be happy for any hints of a 100% reliable source.
The polish seller selling SN inside two zip bags is quite popular on this forum. I did a blood test for SN bought from this seller. Few other members did it as well. Not sure about the aquarium test, maybe you can find it using this SN as well. Seems like a reliable seller to me. Would be weird if one SN was not pure enough and the other was. Of course, testing it first is recommended.
 
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mxEll

Member
Apr 21, 2020
25
The polish seller selling SN inside two zip bags is quite popular on this forum. I did a blood test for SN bought from this seller. Few other members did it as well. Not sure about the aquarium test, maybe you can find it using this SN as well. Seems like a reliable seller to me. Would be weird if one SN was not pure enough and the other was. Of course, testing it first is recommended.

I think I got SN from the same seller and I did the aquarium strip test a couple of times using method 1 in this thread https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-aquarium-purity-testing.34630/. Both tests were positive so I'm confident it is as pure as the label suggests.
 
x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
I think I got SN from the same seller and I did the aquarium strip test a couple of times using method 1 in this thread https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-aquarium-purity-testing.34630/. Both tests were positive so I'm confident it is as pure as the label suggests.
Could you pm me a photo of it? Just wanna make sure :)
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
Is SN legal in the UK? Sorry if this has been asked before, but I can't seem to find a definitive yes or no answer to this question. I know that it's listed as a 'reportable poison' here, but what exactly does that entail? Can they detain me for purchasing/possessing it? The last thing I want, is to have my freedom robbed from me, which would only deepen my despair and eliminate all possible opportunities for a peaceful suicide.
 
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WhatIsMyLife

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
227
Is SN legal in the UK? Sorry if this has been asked before, but I can't seem to find a definitive yes or no answer to this question. I know that it's listed as a 'reportable poison' here, but what exactly does that entail? Can they detain me for purchasing/possessing it? The last thing I want, is to have my freedom robbed from me, which would only deepen my despair and eliminate all possible opportunities for a peaceful suicide.
In the U.K, SN is as you said, a reportable poison. This means that only businesses and authorized personnel can purchase it. Therefore, the police can rock up to your house and take your SN, if you have it. SS members have reported it. However, the person in possession of the SN will almost certainly not be arrested or even fined, unless they have copious amounts of it. The person in possession can always plead ignorance as SN is used for many purposes, not just ctb.
 
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Samsa

Member
May 7, 2020
77
The polish seller selling SN inside two zip bags is quite popular on this forum. I did a blood test for SN bought from this seller. Few other members did it as well. Not sure about the aquarium test, maybe you can find it using this SN as well. Seems like a reliable seller to me. Would be weird if one SN was not pure enough and the other was. Of course, testing it first is recommended.
Yep, but what about shelf life/oxidation?
 
x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Yep, but what about shelf life/oxidation?
Recommended up to 3 years after production. It won't degrade if you open and close it sometimes, just keep it away from moisture. Please check the SN FAQ Storage section. All the important information is there.
 
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SerialFailer

Member
May 1, 2020
46
Does bromopride work for SN? (it's a D2 antagonist)
I also have access to a 5-HT3 antagonist that always worked wonders for any nausea or vomit, should I take it as well, or is it useless for SN?
 
Nightmare

Nightmare

Devil
Sep 15, 2018
109
i read much of this topic but i still feel unsure i know enough...
so to do this i need metaclopramide and i'll be able to get that easily from syria
and i need 15G of pure NaNO2
do i need anything to sleep? survival instinct could fuck me up if i start feeling pain so i want to sleep asap...
and can i drink a little bit of frozen lemonade to avoid the bitter taste of SN(not sure but some people said its bitter tasting)?
 
GiveMeNovacaine

GiveMeNovacaine

Member
Jun 11, 2018
50
I wonder how loud this method is. Would roommates be able to hear a person using it? If lets say the only practical time to use it is at night when it's quiet.
 
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Justinian

Member
May 14, 2020
66
I don't usually drink but anyhow yesterday I drank a considerable amount of alcohol. I believe I wasn't drunk but I was all red (asian glow), my heart rate shot up to 130/min and was breathing quite rapidly. These were actually not unpleasant or painful at all. It was the headiness/dizziness that was the main issue but still it was different from pain.

I suppose these are basically the main complaints about SN ingestion from users who have attempted: heart rate, breathing and headache (of course stomachache as well). Alcohol gives everyone different reactions but this experience kind of gives me relief.
 
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Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
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i read much of this topic but i still feel unsure i know enough...
so to do this i need metaclopramide and i'll be able to get that easily from syria
and i need 15G of pure NaNO2
do i need anything to sleep? survival instinct could fuck me up if i start feeling pain so i want to sleep asap...
and can i drink a little bit of frozen lemonade to avoid the bitter taste of SN(not sure but some people said its bitter tasting)?
No
Read dosage (25g+) , fasting , no acidic juisces , taste solution there as well
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/649564/
 
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x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
I wonder how loud this method is. Would roommates be able to hear a person using it? If lets say the only practical time to use it is at night when it's quiet.
You can check the @Moonicide ctb documentation to get an idea how loud this method is. Also can google "death rattle". It's not as loud as screaming lol but it depends on the person. I mean it's like snorting sound. Don't know how likely for it to happen, maybe someone with more knowledge could help.

I'll try to find threads where someone took SN being next to people (in the next room, e.g.). I've read one or more such cases but you definitely don't want to be interupted, so better not take a risk and ctb away from people or with some sound on (if you ctb at the hotel or similar place).
 
Nightmare

Nightmare

Devil
Sep 15, 2018
109
No
Read dosage (25g+) , fasting , no acidic juisces , taste solution there as well
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/posts/649564/
thanks i read what you wrote in the table but i have another concern since you wrote a lot of stuffs regarding vomiting
i can access metaclopramide easily doesn't it make sure that i wont vomit? i dont want to be loud and dont want to go into bathroom i have to stay in bed and avoid suspicions, or should i do it in a hotel to be alone?
also how much do i take of metaclopramide and at which time before taking SN i should take metaclopramide?
please answer my questions one by one, thanks in advance.
 
Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
I'm aware of your fears, and share them with you, as other members. So my reply doesn't dismiss those. These things are a worry :heart:


metaclopramide easily doesn't it make sure that i wont vomit?
No. Member here did 72 hours regimen yet vomited; others did not take AEs and did not vomit at all. It's very individual. It should significantly reduce chances of that plus make SN faster.


i dont want to be loud and dont want to go into bathroom i have to stay in bed and avoid suspicions, or should i do it in a hotel to be alone?
It was explained in the FAQ: since your stomach and most of your small intestines will be empty (fasting), and since you consume small amounts (50ml water) you won't have much to vomit. Really minute amounts. Hence it won't be a prolonged violent vomit (like after drinking alcohol or food poisoning etc).
Do not get up to go to bathroom. SN causes dizziness and will slowly incapacitate you. So you will stumble and fall and make more noise. Others have suggested preparing small bucket next to bed just in case (remember it's minute amounts). It's your decision whether a hotel will be better for you personally-- you can open a thread with your personal pros/cons, and discuss with friends here :hug:


also how much do i take of metaclopramide and at which time before taking SN i should take metaclopramide?
please answer my questions one by one, thanks
I will not answer that because it is detailed in Stan's Guide, very clearly. I do not recommend doing SN if you haven't familiarized yourself with that detail. I do not recommend others help you (ooh harsh sorry) if you haven't read the basic timeline/dosages. Ctb is at one's own personal responsibility :heart:
 
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esoragoto

The 1000th summer—
May 23, 2020
53
Of the dopamine-blocker antiemetics listed in Stan's guide, it seems that the only kind I may be able to obtain under these circumstances is Chlorpromazine. (Though I am open to other options if any of them are being shipped to the US during Covid!) I was wondering if there were any records of anyone using Chlorpromazine with SN or any recommendations on the dosage, or if anyone with some sort of familiarity with the medication may be able to give some advice about it.

The possibility of having to "tread new ground" with an alternative antiemetic is making me slightly uneasy.
 
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Taraxias

Specialist
Feb 22, 2020
359
I just made an order from the artist site .... ,that i dont hear alot around .will it be ok?why dont people buy from that site? It says it is Sodium nitrite / fine powder / 99.6% pure / food / vacuum packed / same day delivery / Food Preservative / Meat Curing.
 
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autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
1,950
Source=individual seller.

But @TheRaul95 didn't name the individual seller did they, they just named the marketplace (their post now deleted but quoted in your post)?
 
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WhatIsMyLife

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
227
Source=individual seller.
I believe I know the brand that poster.you quoted was talking about, and they were reliable. That being said, always check the seller reviews.
 
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pillow933

pillow933

Student
Mar 7, 2020
115
Does anyone know a good means of safely disposing of SN? I have 50g, so would diluting it in water and washing it down a sink be okay?

I feel like my life is taking a turn for the better at the moment, and honestly having the SN on me currently is causing a lot of stress given that possession of it may get me into trouble where I'm from.

Thank you for any help in advance!
 
autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
1,950
Does anyone know a good means of safely disposing of SN? I have 50g, so would diluting it in water and washing it down a sink be okay?

I feel like my life is taking a turn for the better at the moment, and honestly having the SN on me currently is causing a lot of stress given that possession of it may get me into trouble where I'm from.

Thank you for any help in advance!

@Aap is one of the chemical gurus and can probably give some advice.

Personally, I would flush it down the toilet rather than a sink, just to keep it completely clear of any human consumption areas. But I forget whether it has any potential effects on aquatic life.

Please realise that SN is likely to become even more difficult to obtain in the future as various sites and/or governments restrict access to it. Only you can weigh up your current discomfort against the risk of not being able to re-obtain SN in the future, but it is definitely worth bearing in mind. You may perhaps choose to store it in a safe location but which is not directly connectable to you.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
My SN has been stored in a bag in a chest of drawers. It is still unopened. The weather has been quite hot and I know it's bad to keep SN in hot places. I have tried to keep the window open as much as possible. Do you think it is still fine?
 

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