trynacbt
Arcanist
- Sep 28, 2019
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Yeah, I mean, I would be more comfortable if I was ctb'ing with something that had actual anxiolytic properties (N or an opiate); I guess since SN is a 'poison' it probably isn't going to feel calming or sedating anything. Are you planning to take it with other people around at home?
True--I've heard one's heart rate goes up fairly quickly, which itself could be anxiety-inducing. But consciousness should be lost in twenty minutes, which doesn't strike me as a long time. Yes, unfortunately the only possibility I've found is to do it with others at home. I think I'm going to feel enormous guilt when doing it knowing what the people I love will have to go through, but I don't think there's any avoiding that. I'm thinking it should be fine if I do it in the middle of the night when people are asleep.