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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
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I would suggest you to do 2 cups.
SN was expensive for you? For me, it wasn't, I bought 500g for a low price (around $15). But I bought it legally.
If it was not expensive, you could by for another try alter if that's the case.

I hope you'll be fine, OP. And if you don't want to do this, orwant to try otherthings first, don't do it. Hope you find peace whatever be the decision. :hug:

i don't want to wait again for another batch of SN.
i guess I'll prepare 2 cups.

Today is Sunday, I'm thinking of getting the required medications for Sn today.
i'll post the medications im able to get hope u guys can help me check if its fine.

Thanks for your help !
 
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blizt

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...e-forum-as-a-cause-of-sn-failure.47986/page-2
 
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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
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Hey everyone I've got the required medications for the method as well.
 
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rt1989526

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Aug 2, 2020
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Hey everyone I've got the required medications for the method as well.

Wishing you peace. If you can keep us updated please do friend
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
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Wishing you peace. If you can keep us updated please do friend

i would love to keep everyone updated but nobody is even replying much to my thread
 
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rt1989526

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Aug 2, 2020
935
i would love to keep everyone updated but nobody is even replying much to my thread

Any information is appreciated. Do you have a timeline yet?
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
119
Guys i just bought my medications, please do help me check and see if its okay.

Metoclamopride : Motilium
Antacid: Actal Plus
For headache: Neurofen

I cant get benzos but i have some sleeping pills. It's called Paxidorm Tablets.

I'm planning to do this on Wednesday so please help me look through, not alot of people are replying on my thread as well
so it's kinda demoralizing.

Thanks everyone
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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i would love to keep everyone updated but nobody is even replying much to my thread
Sorry, not trying to be rude. Just don't know what to add to the process, but I've been reading.
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
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I did a test run with ONLY Paxidorm tablets- it's some sleep aid pill

I ate it yesterday at 4 pm and just woke up at 7 am, I was checking to see if anyone would wake me up,
nobody did.

I'll be starting my regime today, I'm CONTEMPLATING to do it tmr.
Sorry, not trying to be rude. Just don't know what to add to the process, but I've been reading.

hey friend, even this reply keeps me going so thanks :)
 
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MariV

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Sep 13, 2020
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i would love to keep everyone updated but nobody is even replying much to my thread
im almost falling asleep but will write something: dont get too obsessed with the drugs.only the SN is important. the rest is accesory.just be sure to be in a calm state of mind. if you are not, then wait. my 2 cents
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
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im almost falling asleep but will write something: dont get too obsessed with the drugs.only the SN is important. the rest is accesory.just be sure to be in a calm state of mind. if you are not, then wait. my 2 cents
hmm alright, thanks so much :)
 
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Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
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This is the first time I've seen this thread, @blizt . I answered your question in the SN Mega thread.

Now I've replied I'll see any updates on here :)
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
119
i actually started my regime today and ate my meto to ctb tmr but it's my aunt's birthday tmr.
i guess I'll do it on Thursday.

I will start the regime with meto tmr at 11am.
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
119
I'll try my best to eat my favourite food, although i have no appetite.
 
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TracieB

Member
Sep 1, 2018
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Not sure where to post this really but thought it might be useful. Even though SN is legal to have and obtain apparently it's a controlled substance. Can be used to make bombs so that explains why it's not available on eBay etc like peaceful pull handbook suggests. So if u do let it slip that you're planning to take your life you're likely to get a visit by the police like I did last weekend.
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
119
Guys im having an anxiety attack again. i feel like jumping from the building
 
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Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
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It's tough when impulses like that come along. Try to ride it out. Are you seeing your aunt for her birthday?
 
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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
119
It's tough when impulses like that come along. Try to ride it out. Are you seeing your aunt for her birthday?

im Staying with her. I gotta put up a facade
 
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grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
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I wish you peaceful journey! Good to hear you have all the meds. I feel a little envious as my SN hasn't been delivered yet :D Just a bad joke, I look forward to more news.
 
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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
119
SO....

I just took Meto- 1 pill 10gms

*If everything goes according to my plan, i'll be taking my SN tomorrow morning.

It's not exactly like Stan's method because of the timings but from what i understand it's not really necessary.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,017
What time is it for you? I'll see if I can be on to say bye, and follow your story
 
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Cant Maintain

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Aug 21, 2020
147
I hope that it goes well for you with as little discomfort as possible <3
 
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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
119
Thanks for replying here guys. i swear it means the most
 
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Lordsudbury

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Jul 26, 2020
306
Thanks for replying here guys. i swear it means the most
Following along eagerly, safe journey brother/sister we wish we had your courage
Thanks for replying here guys. i swear it means the most
Send me a message if you want to chat with someone about anything
 
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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
119
Guys quick question

can i use anarex as a sedative before SN?
 
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blizt

Student
Sep 16, 2020
119
also guys i only have to fast for 8 hours right?
 
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Nelaaaaa

Member
Oct 6, 2020
11
Hi! I actually became a member so I can reply to you lol. From what I read in the stan guide it seems like it can be 8 hours. Hope you have a peaceful journey!
 
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blizt

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Sep 16, 2020
119
Hi! I actually became a member so I can reply to you lol. From what I read in the stan guide it seems like it can be 8 hours. Hope you have a peaceful journey!
oh wow.. Thanks :)
 
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