SI hanging compared to SN

[Dubito]

When I'm not able to fight the SI when I try partial hanging will I also not be able to fight it after swallowing SN?
I know it's a difficult question but maybe someone has something to say about it. My main problem is that my depression is so fucking deep that I have no power. And you need some power to fight SI, don't you?

 

[crowbait]

slight tangent but i am of the unpopular opinion on this website that there is a difference between SI and a part of you not wanting to die and people get it mixed up a lot. i don't say that to negate your suicidality, i one hundred percent believe you feel the way you feel, however SI in my experience (with family being nearly entirely in the medical field) is more like your legs buckling when you try and jump off a building, unable to keep your head underwater if drowning/bathtub method, etc. if your SI is causing you to fail partial hanging- of course i don't know how it caused you to fail and not my business- i feel it may not be SI at all. that being said from what i've seen of SN goodbye posts on here, SI or whatever it is seems bad for that. a lot of the time people get panicky and super scared, and i've seen a decent amount wind up calling for help.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Maybe I didn't understand properly your question: once you have swallowed 25g of Sn, you have won and SI lost. So you need to fight SI only before you drink the salty wine.

 

[Dubito]

slight tangent but i am of the unpopular opinion on this website that there is a difference between SI and a part of you not wanting to die and people get it mixed up a lot. i don't say that to negate your suicidality, i one hundred percent believe you feel the way you feel, however SI in my experience (with family being nearly entirely in the medical field) is more like your legs buckling when you try and jump off a building, unable to keep your head underwater if drowning/bathtub method, etc. if your SI is causing you to fail partial hanging- of course i don't know how it caused you to fail and not my business- i feel it may not be SI at all. that being said from what i've seen of SN goodbye posts on here, SI or whatever it is seems bad for that. a lot of the time people get panicky and super scared, and i've seen a decent amount wind up calling for help.

Thx for you explanation.

Maybe I didn't understand properly your question: once you have swallowed 25g of Sn, you have won and SI lost. So you need to fight SI only before you drink the salty wine.

But I can still call the ambulance.;)

slight tangent but i am of the unpopular opinion on this website that there is a difference between SI and a part of you not wanting to die and people get it mixed up a lot. i don't say that to negate your suicidality, i one hundred percent believe you feel the way you feel, however SI in my experience (with family being nearly entirely in the medical field) is more like your legs buckling when you try and jump off a building, unable to keep your head underwater if drowning/bathtub method, etc. if your SI is causing you to fail partial hanging- of course i don't know how it caused you to fail and not my business- i feel it may not be SI at all. that being said from what i've seen of SN goodbye posts on here, SI or whatever it is seems bad for that. a lot of the time people get panicky and super scared, and i've seen a decent amount wind up calling for help.

Now I realised that I only know what's SI in my language. For what stands 'I'. Awkward.

 

[SenseOfLoss]

I also failed PH due to SI kicking in many times. And now I am also looking in SN and am asking myself, if I could overcome SI then. From my experience I can say, PH isn't that easy people assume. It needs lot of practice to hit the carotid arteries. And, if you are able to do it right SI kicks in immediately, at least in my case. You feel kind of weird sensation in your brain, note arms or legs convulsing and get scared like hell. I think it's easier with drinking SN cuz drinking is kind of normal existential behavior, hanging is not. But for sure it will not be easy way to go through the whole process recommended for SN method.

 

[Mimi_]

From my experience I can say, PH isn't that easy people assume. It needs lot of practice to hit the carotid arteries. And, if you are able to do it right SI kicks in immediately, at least in my case. You feel kind of weird sensation in your brain, note arms or legs convulsing and get scared like hell.

Same here, I struggled to find a way to only compress the arterie and not the airway just to frick out when I was about to pass out

But I can still call the ambulance.;)

Is it SI if you call the ambulance? And not just you regretting your decision?

 

[Dubito]

Same here, I struggled to find a way to only compress the arterie and not the airway just to frick out when I was about to pass out

Is it SI if you call the ambulance? And not just you regretting your decision?

That might be just regretting what I learned now.
Can anybody tell me, for what SI stands for. Only know in my language.

 

[FuneralCry]

SI stands for survival instinct.
I think that the SN method would be easier to go through with than the hanging method, as hanging can be unreliable and the SI can easily make people back out of it, but the SN method just involves drinking a poison. There is a reason as to why so many people wish to obtain SN on here, it's a reliable method if done correctly.

 

[HerculePoirot]

But I can still call the ambulance.;)

Not if you destroy or throw away the phone before you do the deed

 

[Dubito]

SI stands for survival instinct.
I think that the SN method would be easier to go through with than the hanging method, as hanging can be unreliable and the SI can easily make people back out of it, but the SN method just involves drinking a poison. There is a reason as to why so many people wish to obtain SN on here, it's a reliable method if done correctly.

Thank you for the translation.

 

[nosoul]

slight tangent but i am of the unpopular opinion on this website that there is a difference between SI and a part of you not wanting to die and people get it mixed up a lot. i don't say that to negate your suicidality, i one hundred percent believe you feel the way you feel, however SI in my experience (with family being nearly entirely in the medical field) is more like your legs buckling when you try and jump off a building, unable to keep your head underwater if drowning/bathtub method, etc. if your SI is causing you to fail partial hanging- of course i don't know how it caused you to fail and not my business- i feel it may not be SI at all. that being said from what i've seen of SN goodbye posts on here, SI or whatever it is seems bad for that. a lot of the time people get panicky and super scared, and i've seen a decent amount wind up calling for help.

What does it mean when my head is in noose and I can't kick chair out? Now another day of doing nothing because of my low energy, brain getting dumber. Body still failing badly. I Def want to cease to exist and want my struggles to stop, severe insomnia killing my mind slowly. SI or not ready to go?