Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Oh and cross the road if you see a woman out walking/running at night. It makes us feel safer x
So that's why some men do that? I thought they were just afraid of my overwhelming aura of witchcraft.
 
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Neurodoom

Neurodoom

This file is corrupt and cannot be opened.
Aug 13, 2019
30
I'm in my mid twenties and had major reconstruction on my sexuality throughout the years. It may be consequences of being sexually abused at a young age, nonetheless I identify as pansexual. I recall gawking at females as a teenager only being sexually attracted to my own race until I shifted exclusively to Caucasian women.

You could say as a result I evolved (or devolved) into an incel, being that Caucasian women that are attracted to my race are magnetized towards a very specific caricature of the black male: tall, dark and handsome. Online dating served as a buffer that my social anxiety and awkwardness usually would block and isolate me from any type of relationship.

As my mental state worsened, porn served my need of fulfilling my sexual desires. I reached a level of desensitization that evolved once again (or devolved) into transgender female attraction and that being the main vehicle of my sexual arousal and desire. Being worried that I would never lose my virginity I settled on the fact that as long as I fucked a living breathing person, gender be damned it would count. Setting aside companionship and intimacy as I knew then that I'm too broken to have a relationship with anyone sane, I embarked on succeeded on losing my virginity to a transgender female.

Sexuality for me today is me still being attracted to Caucasian women but knowing they don't accept me because I don't fit into the caricature of how the black male is glamorized. I am still attracted to transgender females, and I accepted the fact that I too am attracted to white males that are homosexual (granted I am considerably more picky when it comes to males than females).
 
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ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
623
So that's why some men do that? I thought they were just afraid of my overwhelming aura of witchcraft.
Maybe those men are
Most men do it so you know they're not a rapist x
 
Tomoko

Tomoko

Unpopular
Aug 12, 2021
123
Twenty one year old virgin, will be twenty two in a few months. Also, I want my foreskin back!
Same here, though I've been in just a couple relationships before but I've decided to stay abstinent intentionally for the rest of my life, however long that'll be.
 
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SleepDealer

SleepDealer

Your Imaginary Friend
Aug 13, 2021
138
Just came here to say I keep reading CTB as CBT, so I'm thinking about sex a lot more than I expected to in a place like this...
Can't relate to any of the sex addiction stuff though, still a virgin and will continue to be a virgin, unless someone wants to donate their dick (and prostate).
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
Fetishes...

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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Just came here to say I keep reading CTB as CBT, so I'm thinking about sex a lot more than I expected to in a place like this...
Not so strange. Death is a form of orgasm.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
374
I need sex a lot. Orgasms make you forget other feelings and problems, preferably several times a day ;D It has a really big impact on how I feel.

I wish I had a man who would like to treat me that way x)
I think I miss a lot of that "early stage" in a relationship when having sex 24/7 :o It's pretty hard to find a man who really interests me in that way, unfortunately the intellect excites more than the body.

Dunno if I'm addict but... Sometimes it's little unhealthy xD
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,682
I can't orgasm, BUT I can get disastrously horny like some sorta deranged hentai protagonist foaming at the mouth jaw dropping to the floor eyes popping from the skull tier just by laying on the chest of the person I love and hearing his heartbeat.. Disgusting kinky and vile i know
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
Now let my body do the moving
And let my hands do the soothing
Let me show you the world in my eyes
Because that's all there is: Nothing more
Than you can feel now, that's all there is...
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Loving this thread, no vengeful voyeurs in this group therapy session.
Damn what was your safe-word again...? hardermore?!
Now if someone would just tighten my collar and fucking asphyxiate me....
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
Loving this thread, no vengeful voyeurs in this group therapy session.
Damn what was your safe-word again...? hardermore?!
Now if someone would just tighten my collar and fucking asphyxiate me....
Wild already? Not even a drink, first?
 
V

ven

Member
Aug 11, 2021
64
Wait, what? How
I don't know what the poster you quoted had in mind, but it's possible if you focus on your groin area as a meditative object. First focus to access concentration via breath, then target the groin area and intensify the feeling of pleasure to the point of orgasm.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
I want to feel touch all the time. I have access to that at least for parts of the day and night. I don't know why I want even more. I feel obsessed. I wonder if this is just to get that drug like high feeling.
I know why I want even more. Because I have nothing else. I just want to be inside someone
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
I really hope NO ONE gets pregnant.

I can't relate to most any of this on this post/comments...but the thought of suicidal people getting pregnant is fucking dark and disgusting.

It's nice to still enjoy something of course.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
I don't know what the poster you quoted had in mind, but it's possible if you focus on your groin area as a meditative object.
This is what I had in mind: be so unbearably horny that you can't stop fucking a hole or jacking off even after you've cum 3-4 times in the space of a couple of hours, & you'll have an orgasm without ejaculating. Nothing meditative about it. Just pure masculine despair.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
490
This is what I had in mind: be so unbearably horny that you can't stop fucking a hole or jacking off even after you've cum 3-4 times in the space of a couple of hours, & you'll have an orgasm without ejaculating. Nothing meditative about it. Just pure masculine despair.
true, I've had 5-7 hour fapping sessions before just playing japanese games. The second fap is always mediocre and after that it's just emptiness. more so when it's a state of getting hard then soft for ten minutes on and off.
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
255
Necrophilia partners megathread when
 
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