I'm like this because I was sexually abused when I was a kid. It's horrible. I have tried to hook up but men want more and I only want sex. They say that's fine at 1st but then they think I can't be having this mind blowing sex with them if I'm really not interested when it's really not mind blowing to me. I would never hook up with someone I really fancied hence going with the blokes because honestly I feel ashamed. It's embarrassing to be like this and I don't like other women seeing what a man has done to me.
Sorry to hear that.
And I'm sorry about the joke too, now, I think it was a bit inappropriate.
One theory is that these men were worried about losing you. So they try more than just sex. Basically, trying to flag their "property".
I don't know and I hate trying to be the psychologist, but it is just something that crossed my mind.
Well, they are the ones who are losing. Good company and good sex.
No wonder, I now what men are capable of.
When I was 6, I kinda been "abused" by a friend of my brother. But it was way less than actually being abused, it don't bother me much, but it's obviously, not a pleasant memory.
Sometimes I hate being a man.
