desire2ctb
repper
- Jun 8, 2025
- 14
I ordered some SN from the DSL and now I want to know if there are any holes in my plan when it gets here (in 2 weeks?)
1. Dosage: I think i'm just gonna go with 4 spoonfuls.
2. I'm planning to fast the previous day and use baking soda 1 spoonful before to lower acidity.
3. Unfortunately, I can't get the dopamine blocking antiemtics, should I order basic ones from Amazon? or is it not worth it? Was also considering using amazon ordered sleeping pills as well.
4. I will be in the bathtub, so mess isn't an issue, and I have roughly 5 hours alone to complete the entire process.
5. For post death, I have a lot of accounts set to delete in case of inactivity. I have quite a lot of student loans tied to my parents, I have some concerns about them not cancelling it if I die via suicide. Advice very welcome.
6. I plan on leaving a note with instructions of no funeral, cremation as quick and as cheap as possible and to toss the remains away into the trash. I fully expect that none of my wishes will be followed.
7. Was considering also using 2-3 double ring canvas belts to wrap around my neck so that as the SN takes place and I begin to lose consciousness, the belts will be a failsafe and suffocate me.
Any advice? Thoughts? I've been holding off on this for more than a decade and its long overdue. I am very poor and North America located, and am about 63 kg in weight. Thanks.
1. Dosage: I think i'm just gonna go with 4 spoonfuls.
2. I'm planning to fast the previous day and use baking soda 1 spoonful before to lower acidity.
3. Unfortunately, I can't get the dopamine blocking antiemtics, should I order basic ones from Amazon? or is it not worth it? Was also considering using amazon ordered sleeping pills as well.
4. I will be in the bathtub, so mess isn't an issue, and I have roughly 5 hours alone to complete the entire process.
5. For post death, I have a lot of accounts set to delete in case of inactivity. I have quite a lot of student loans tied to my parents, I have some concerns about them not cancelling it if I die via suicide. Advice very welcome.
6. I plan on leaving a note with instructions of no funeral, cremation as quick and as cheap as possible and to toss the remains away into the trash. I fully expect that none of my wishes will be followed.
7. Was considering also using 2-3 double ring canvas belts to wrap around my neck so that as the SN takes place and I begin to lose consciousness, the belts will be a failsafe and suffocate me.
Any advice? Thoughts? I've been holding off on this for more than a decade and its long overdue. I am very poor and North America located, and am about 63 kg in weight. Thanks.
