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empty man
May 16, 2025
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Nervous about first post, forgive me if this information is easily found somewhere else. I want to ctb when I have money using SN (parachuting), benzos, and antiemetics. The benzos I don't plan to take a lethal amount of, it's just to make the experience less painful and unpleasant. Is this a good plan if I'm scared of discomfort and fear from SI? Also, if anyone has experience with failed SN attempts I would appreciate hearing about its physical affects.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
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Nervous about first post, forgive me if this information is easily found somewhere else. I want to ctb when I have money using SN (parachuting), benzos, and antiemetics. The benzos I don't plan to take a lethal amount of, it's just to make the experience less painful and unpleasant. Is this a good plan if I'm scared of discomfort and fear from SI? Also, if anyone has experience with failed SN attempts I would appreciate hearing about its physical affects.
Good ol firearms if ya got access to those along with hanging but reliability is a big factor I would assume
 
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empty man
May 16, 2025
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Good ol firearms if ya got access to those along with hanging but reliability is a big factor I would assume
Im not legally allowed to own a firearm in my state and I've tried to ctb from hanging before but it was too fear inducing unfortunately
 
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