
StateOfMind
Liberty or Death
- Apr 30, 2020
- 1,195
Got a perma ban and rude messages from mods of this sketchy sub for exhibiting suicidal ideation.
This was my post if your interested:
"Have you considered suicide?
I got my plans ready, just waiting for the right moment.
Edit: Having done lots of research on this subject I feel the outlook - especially for low-profile victims is pretty bleak.
Usually I'm not as pessimistic, especially before this bullshit started happening to me, at least four years ago.
But:

This was my post if your interested:
"Have you considered suicide?
I got my plans ready, just waiting for the right moment.
Edit: Having done lots of research on this subject I feel the outlook - especially for low-profile victims is pretty bleak.
Usually I'm not as pessimistic, especially before this bullshit started happening to me, at least four years ago.
But:
- The crazy amount of disinformation out there spread by mainstream media and many other outlets makes it almost impossible to get an accurate more objective perspective on this phenomenon for people not familiar with the true extent of disruption programs.
- Why haven't whistle-blowers such as Assange (wikileaks) and Snowden leaked anything regarding modern day disruption programs?
- There are too many useful idiots (informal operatives) that have no problem participating in destroying the lives of innocent civilians.
- The wall of secrecy around this topic is too strong. I'm surprised how informal operatives including Dr's, family and friends can keep a straight face when telling me I'm "mentally ill" when I know that they know the truth.
- They have caused irreversible psychological damage over last four years of terror. Even if the program stops I will never be able to trust anyone fully ever again and that's not even including ptsd and depression.
- I can not take this case to court due to lack of evidence. Everything seems to be plausibly deniable and extremely difficult to prove.
- Victims seem to be too few and kept apart, so an "uprising" or some form of a resistance appears to be impossible.
- The best possible outcome (how I see it) is that once targets have been emotionally destroyed over years and they can prove it, we (they) may receive a $1000 in compensation, if at all, and live off a shitty pension while still suffering from the repercussions of the disruption program.
- They used Zersetzung methods on my East-German father. The result isn't pretty. He lives a lonely, miserable existence with constant depression. He was never compensated for being a victim of previous Stasi-terror and lives off a shitty €650 pension with no friends nothing. I'm surprised he hasn't killed himself by now.. poor soul.