Recovery Partners Megathread

[piercedheart]

Hello dearies.

30F for those that care.

I have returned after a 2 year hiatus, I joined this site when I was on the verge of CTB myself, and merely wanted to talk to a few like-minded people to cope a bit longer before doing it, however some people have helped me here to a road of recovery, and I am doing better now.

I would like to extend that same favour to you all here.

If you need someone to talk too, vent with, ask advice, or simply spend your last moments with, I am here for you.

I am a former mortician, currently a forensic pathologist so if you have any questions you might not be abler to ask others about death, etc, I am also here.
Please don't be afraid to reach out.

My hobbies are reading, working out, inline skating, games, and dancing, probably some more I forget to mention.
I love music, and I adore dolls, ball-jointed ones to be specific, but any kind I adore!
I love dogs and snakes too, I got both as pets.

 

[catinthefurnace]

41m, was determined to ctb around Xmas but didnt want to do that to my family, now I'm still depressed but not planning on ctb.
Looking for anyone to converse with, nobody irl knows how close i was

 

[Snailey]

29M Toronto

Been trying to take steps to recover like Journalling and other techniques. If anyone wants to be accountability partners or even just check in partners I'd be happy to join.

I use Discord if that helps.

 

[deepocean]

29M Toronto

Been trying to take steps to recover like Journalling and other techniques. If anyone wants to be accountability partners or even just check in partners I'd be happy to join.

I use Discord if that helps.

I'm up for it.

 

[LastLook]

35M

I have chronic illness and pain. I'm looking for someone to talk to about anything. I am not in recovery but I'm also not actively trying to cbt. I just want a someone to talk to and hear kind words from time to time as I have no one to talk to in real life.

If you feel the same way feel free to pm me.

 

[ILYGBCW]

44F
I'm struggling heavily with suicidal ideation. I'm trying to go away from actively thinking about suicide. No solid plans atm. I have no one. Even though I have people around I feel so very alone, and don't feel like I can talk to anyone about the psychological hell I'm going through at the moment. Anyways don't know if anyone would like to, but I'd love to have someone to talk to. I'm on discord a fair bit so maybe we can chat there if we hit things off.

 

[EaldEngliscLufer]

hi guys

22m and this is my first time posting. I've been super depressed (and suicidal) the past year and a half and i don't think anyone in my life (even my mom or closest friends) really know. i'm looking for someone to talk to, someone who's also gone through a lot of these feelings, and who can keep me accountable about trying to be better. some stuff i'm interested in include reading, baking, trying yoga + journaling, and learning languages (ich lerne grad deutsch . . . also wenn du deutsch bist, würde es mich freuen, dich kennenzulernen haha). if it matters i'm queer and a college senior

feel free to pm me if you also like some of the same things/just wanna talk about getting better :)

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

SchizoPoly has entered the chat.

I am currently offering help to anyone who wishes it. I have (some) mental health credentials, a little background in decolonized therapy, and I believe that:

--Recovery is any positive change
--It's different for everyone
--Recovery is a holistic familial/cultural/political ecosystem and not an act of individual penance

If you are interested or have questions, PM me. I work nontraditional hours and I'm 100% free!

 

[Kamaainakupua]

I got lost on my way here and wound up in the other Partners thread (consciously choosing not to link there, here). I'm still in my 'probationary' period, so this may be a futile gesture, but I am making myself available as a Recovery partner, having duly read and understood the first post guidelines for this thread, as well as the rules for the forums. I am offering my experience, strength, and hope, with no strings attached (within the scope of the forum and the specific limitations above). I'm not a doctor, but I've spent a lot of time in hospitals. I'm not a lawyer, but I've been judged and found guilty of being human. I am definitely not a therapist, but I am willing to practice active listening (or reading) in support of a partner's recovery. If you're interested in partnership, please read my posts so you get a sense of my style.
The greatest gift one person can give another is their time, which is truly priceless.

 

[Notlikeforte]

25 y/o transgirl in the US. Mostly a neet so I have quite a lot of time on my hands, my life has been hell(and traumatizing) so I'm not sure how to go about recovering. I'm into anime, movies, food, some video games sometimes.. not much else aside from that without getting into more private details.

DM me if you'd like to chat with me about whatever, I won't bite I promise.

 

[longtime_lurker_123]

hi guys

22m and this is my first time posting. I've been super depressed (and suicidal) the past year and a half and i don't think anyone in my life (even my mom or closest friends) really know. i'm looking for someone to talk to, someone who's also gone through a lot of these feelings, and who can keep me accountable about trying to be better. some stuff i'm interested in include reading, baking, trying yoga + journaling, and learning languages (ich lerne grad deutsch . . . also wenn du deutsch bist, würde es mich freuen, dich kennenzulernen haha). if it matters i'm queer and a college senior

feel free to pm me if you also like some of the same things/just wanna talk about getting better :)

I'm unable to PM but I can relate to some of the things that you've mentioned, I am looking for an accountability partner since I have trouble working with my goals. BTW am also learning a language (french).

 

[Kamaainakupua]

I'm unable to PM but I can relate to some of the things that you've mentioned, I am looking for an accountability partner since I have trouble working with my goals. BTW am also learning a language (french).

You should have access to private messaging now, and I would be happy to be a French-language accountability partner.

 

[the_world_is_on_fir]

22 mi, from Italy but I have no problem messaging in English. I did try to CT sometimes. Last time was SN but got scared and called ambulance. Now I'm seeing a psychiatrist and they're giving me therapy I hope. So if someone wants to chat and discuss about their shitty life while recovery... We can chat on telegram or discord if u don't feel comfortable with Whatsapp or Instagram. Don't know really, so let me know...

 

[jilet]

im 25 male. big stoner slight autistic. loneliness is a thing. more than welcome to message me.

 

[throwaway123]

24m from Germany
Would be nice to have someone to talk to

 

[chudcell]

Looking for a recovery partner. Im 27 m from UK, I like pc games, movies, music, chatting and YouTube. Please message if interested thank you

 

[Mephisto465]

26m, near Freiburg in Germany

I have some lifelong hangout ideas I'd love to do with someone, but I don't have a lot of people to do them with.

I also play the piano and have a pet turtle :)

Hit me up if you wanna chat or potentially hang out.

 

[LetMeOut67]

M 58 England (North West)

 

[Parnate]

I am a male from India, 32 looking for someone to talk to freely.

 

[thermosgrenadine]

18ftm, west coast US, i use discord. bipolar ii, ptsd, autism, probably some more

been quite lonely lately. another creative to talk to would be nice, even if you don't make anything. i think just having ideas of what you want to make is enough.

i don't really know how to say what i like, so here's what's interesting to me lately. right now i'm playing pokemon firered and rewatching twin peaks. i've been listening to a lot of modest mouse, too.

pm me for my discord :-)

 

[foreverandever]

Hey, everyone. I'm 32/M/US.

I'm still debating whether to CTB or not, but I've made some promises to people lately to at least try and recover before I go through with anything, so here I am. I'd love to have someone to talk to, chat, get advice, whatever. I'm busy with school and work atm, so I may not be able to reply quickly all the time, so keep that in mind.

I'm into history, art, (both making and enjoying), languages, anime, DnD, running, and video games, to name a few. I'd love to get to know y'all. Thanks for reading.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

I'm getting fairly certain I'll ctb but it may be a few years down the line not sure yet.
Until then since I can't help myself I'd like to try to help others. So if you want someone to talk to or vent or anything I'm here.

33M if it matters

 

[TheEmeraldWitch]

Looking for recovery partner in Ottawa, Ontario, Canada. Bipolar BPD CPTSD anxiety depression autism ADHD abandoned by family couch rotting most days in desperate need of human connection

 

[Salkak]

I am a male from India, 32 looking for someone to talk to freely.

Hey I'm from India too .

 

[4Das]

Hey, I'm a guy, I'm autistic and I have depression and suicidal thoughts, tho I'm not planning to kill myself anytime soon and I'm just looking for some company, someone to talk to so I'd really appreciate it :)
If you want to talk you can pm me and then we can switch to discord or whatever platform :D

 

[Frem]

25 MtF EU

depression, anxiety, dysphoria, possible ADHD and probably something else​

I'm mostly looking for other queers and/or europeans to chat and maybe vc on discord about anything really be it hobbies, life, curent problems or random things. I don't have many things going on irl so I have a lot of free time but it also makes me very neurotic with my many life problems. If it's a problem for you I can keep my problems to myself and try not to dump them onto you.

my hobbies are anime/manga, video games, tv shows and movies and supernatural topics (mostly scifi ones but some spiritualism stuff is fun to learn about too) and some pop science also politics but this is mostly a self harm thing​

my dreams is to simply be normal and live normal life with a loving partner and maybe write a book or make a game

also to be clear I may be unstable for next few days but who isnt here?
and sorry if anything I wrote is worded in a confusing way but I can barely stop myself from falling asleep as I write this

 

[Arctic-hare]

I am a 31 year old trans woman in Europe. My thoughts go from depressed to really dark and currently my management method is PC gaming to keep my mind on something else. I hope you are more stable than me, about my age or older. Direct message me if you want to see if we match as friends.

 

[Happy Cat]

19F from the US, looking for someone with similar interests and mind. I prefer if you were also in the US and of similar age since I hope to meetup if we ever grow close enough.
Here's some facts about me: I like manga/anime and my OCs. I dislike waiting forever for a response. My hobbies are playing games and watching Youtube and my favorite games to play are Cult of The Lamb and Roblox

 

[aceHardlight]

28m from Germany, would love to text with someone and push each other

 

[Breadkey]

19 | I'm a NEET who wishes to recover, I'd like to find similar people and perhaps an accountability partner, however just talking is fine too. I'd love some company.

I draw often and play stardew valley. I also like danmei and music alot (specifically rock, metal, goth, indie, r&b and electronic but not an elitist, a good song is a good song).

Any gender, preferably around my age. Im pretty non judgemental but also extremely awkward and don't know what to say often so keep that in mind. Dm for discord