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krsm98

krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
64
21|M

Just looking for some company and someone to talk to and just hang around with lije gaming or just having deep talks about life. I've been struggling with depression and suicidal ideation for a long time but now more than ever it has been quite rough on this path to recovery once more. My interest are in gaming, techy stuff, shows, movies, and some other stuff as im open to learn about new interests as a whole.
If possible im more available on discord of that sort so we can chat like that if anyone is interested ; - ;
 
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piercedheart

piercedheart

Mortician Mommy
May 29, 2023
85
Hello dearies.

30F for those that care.

I have returned after a 2 year hiatus, I joined this site when I was on the verge of CTB myself, and merely wanted to talk to a few like-minded people to cope a bit longer before doing it, however some people have helped me here to a road of recovery, and I am doing better now.

I would like to extend that same favour to you all here.

If you need someone to talk too, vent with, ask advice, or simply spend your last moments with, I am here for you.

I am a former mortician, currently a forensic pathologist so if you have any questions you might not be abler to ask others about death, etc, I am also here.
Please don't be afraid to reach out.

My hobbies are reading, working out, inline skating, games, and dancing, probably some more I forget to mention.
I love music, and I adore dolls, ball-jointed ones to be specific, but any kind I adore!
I love dogs and snakes too, I got both as pets.
 
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catinthefurnace

Member
Oct 20, 2025
10
41m, was determined to ctb around Xmas but didnt want to do that to my family, now I'm still depressed but not planning on ctb.
Looking for anyone to converse with, nobody irl knows how close i was
 
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SnaileyBailey

SnaileyBailey

Member
Jan 25, 2026
24
29M Toronto

Been trying to take steps to recover like Journalling and other techniques. If anyone wants to be accountability partners or even just check in partners I'd be happy to join.

I use Discord if that helps.
 
deepocean

deepocean

Member
Aug 19, 2024
48
29M Toronto

Been trying to take steps to recover like Journalling and other techniques. If anyone wants to be accountability partners or even just check in partners I'd be happy to join.

I use Discord if that helps.
I'm up for it. ✋🏻
 
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LastLook

Member
Apr 27, 2022
21
35M

I have chronic illness and pain. I'm looking for someone to talk to about anything. I am not in recovery but I'm also not actively trying to cbt. I just want a someone to talk to and hear kind words from time to time as I have no one to talk to in real life.

If you feel the same way feel free to pm me.
 

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