Venting Recovery not recovering

[h0ll0w]

It's the first time in my life that I actually wanna live and have things going on for me but I can't bear the stress. I've started smoking pot again daily for like 2 months now. I was so happy doing all better and finding the will to live but I just wanna give up all of a sudden and dissociate. Usually this isn't a problem cause I do it for a bit and then I go back on track, but this time it's been two months of dissociating. I feel so pathetic.

 

[paranoias64]

lots of people use pot to manage their stress and anxiety, as long as ur able to function, theres no shame in that. pls dont be hard on urself. i hope things get better for u <3