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You can't see the cap in the photo because the photo shows the device after the last stage of preparation when you take the cap off and connect the device to the mask.
it comes with waist and neck straps so the bag attaches to your torso. if you place the rebreather by your side or on your chest you run the risk of it becoming disconnected from the mask a bit more. think it's a way to play it safe to ensure you don't end up botching the job halfway through
There is none to be shown. The picture shows a state where the cap has been removed and put aside.
Thus sounds to me like the most peaceful method tbh, even better than N
Ok, nvm
Yeah, SI seems to be the hardest part. I'll use some benzos to numb my emotions and thus my SI
Am unable to understand, face down means while sitting on chair? Or laying on bed? And bag on top what that means?
The device is face down. Look at the attached image the device should be set to use as it appears in the bottom image. The bag would be on top of the device in this position.
No, with gas, but just holding the mask against face without straps so it could be pulled away before naptime
This is sounding much more complicated than I anticipated. They make it sound so simple…"you just need to don a mask and screw in the cartridge."
Wow, that's pretty creative never thought of that and if you can find laughing gas then you can actually leave this shitty earth with a pretty awesome high.
No I used nitrogen Just held the mask so I would drop it
How do you know you have a perfect fit and there are no leaks? Is there a way to test that?
I really don't know if there's an absolute definitive way. Even a test like Zeusman's wouldn't necessarily account for an imperfect seal. You'd still go under fine but the problem is thereafter. Probably obvious but to err on the side of overtight to the point of discomfort would be safest bet. You wouldn't have to deal for long after all. Again the instructions emphasize the importance of the chin strap here.
I planned on today. took an edible last night and I'm not feeling well and can't function so I might have to hold off. I figured everything out it's sitting in my car just waiting to get to the hotel
ah, I see. well, i wish you luck with it. thank you for all of the information you've provided
Good decision, i can't imagine how difficult it must be to try to concentrate on the techniques of the mask etc.
I completely understand where you are coming from. I don't really want to ctb either, but my life is over. I have nothing left to live for. My future is dark and I want no part of it. I am waiting for my mask to come in as well. Sometime next week I hope it will all be over. Wishing you the best of luck, and sending lots of love and peace
he was supposed to go Friday but had something up. pushed it back and he said he planned for last night, but haven't heard from him since Friday. I think he went without saying goodbye. he was a good person. this site is helpful but also so fucking heartbreaking sometimes. I hate that he might be gone.
