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cocainenosejobs

A little lost but going home
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Graytaichi

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7 today
 
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noname223

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4. Feeling better. Today I have started to change my medication. This will be really dangerous. My psychiatrist said I should do it slowly. I am a little bit impatient...Damn this might bring me hell again...not sure if this is a smart idea.
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
7. Restarted a new med and while it makes me feel a bit hopeless, I find it's helping with my memory slightly
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
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1,150
7 But I really want to die now. Every day is reminding how much of a loser am I
 
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noname223

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4. Feeling still better. I am really impatient about the medication that I want to stop. My therapist said very slow but I want to know the result soon....the sooner I know it the better.
Today I saved me a lot of money and my sister will probably soon stop living in my apartment (despite she barely asked my permission.) I am kind of glad about that. But I think I will reduce the medication faster. I think this is not a big difference (for this special kind of medication. There are some who clearly should be reduced very slowly. But imo not this one.
 
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Velvet Fortress

Velvet Fortress

Member
Dec 13, 2021
72
9. Having to wait sucks. Really considering expediting things even if things get sloppy
 
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Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
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10 I had to go somewhere with a lot of people and I had a dissociation it's just impossible to live this way there's no hope for me
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
10 I guess!😥😥
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
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7 for me
 
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cocainenosejobs

A little lost but going home
Feb 21, 2022
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,540
10 i'm absolutly ready
 
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fieldofash

fieldofash

Member
Feb 20, 2022
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coming to terms with the inevitable
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
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4. Feeling okay. I am changing my meds. I am way too impatient. I will do it faster than my psychiatrist said. I see no reason to make it this ridiculous slow. As I said it is way better for me to know it soon. The last time I became very suicidal. I am always writing the same shit. If I followed the advice of my psychiatrist I would probably know nothing the next 3 weeks. I don't want to wait this long.
 
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cocainenosejobs

A little lost but going home
Feb 21, 2022
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10
 
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Desi

Student
Aug 16, 2019
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blaming myself for not having ordered SN when i had the opportunity
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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5. Maybe a slight differrence. The reduction of the medication might show a first deterioration of my condition.
But there are also other reasons. It was a rough day. I won't go into details but I was extremely hungry today I could not buy something to eat. I almost cried because I was extremely hungry. Moreover I had to play a game which was annoying as fuck. I was invited to a friend.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day.
 
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Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,540
10 as always...i'm so tired
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
Ten!!!
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
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8. Getting too tempting to set things into motion. It's not impulsive at this point. Just long overdue. Tired of being a burden on everyone, fuck……..
 
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downsolong

downsolong

Member
Dec 9, 2021
28
the ten i'm at is numbing. hoping to back off a couple of digits so that i can get my plan a bit tighter.
 
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medicinenightmares

medicinenightmares

Member
Jun 11, 2019
65
7
 
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BagofBones

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Jan 1, 2019
43
Today is a 7
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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5, The morning and afternoon were good. But now in the evening something is completely screwing me. I might have made a huge mistake and I am VERY obsessed by it. Damn FUCK IT! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
As yesterday this is the reason why I cannot write all my thoughts in this forum which is really sad for me. I don't have enough time.
 
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new.solution1

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
258
Ten bro
 
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doli_o

doli_o

Member
Feb 12, 2022
14
A fairly solid 9 - having to look for a new place to live and it feels like I could use this moment to CTB (no tenancy, no flatmates, easier to put my stuff into storage/give away etc).
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
7.5. I'm still trying to decide whether I want to continue or ctb. I feel like I might be beyond help and I'm too broken, but idk. I hope I can make a decision soon
 
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lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
solid 9. not like i'd know how or where right now, but the feeling is there.
 
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