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darkness_
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- Oct 14, 2022
- 6
My suicide thoughts have been at a 9 for about two consecutive weeks. The method I've come up with for killing myself is by driving my car into a wall at full speed but everytime I get close to hitting the wall I chicken out. I think my biggest fear is I fail and I have to live with said failure. I'll find the strength eventually just trying to make sure I don't fail