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rhysion

Member
Sep 4, 2022
11
8-9 at the present moment


Feel like a rat in a too small cage. Im literally the 'everything is fine' dog meme at the moment.
 
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W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
277
7.5/10
University is fking scary. I feel like I'm too dumb for it and will get kicked on the very first year. Doing some sh again after long clean time.
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
325
9
I've woken up, AEST, and my dark sense of humour has come out to play. Given up on any chance of my life ever improving. Might as well laugh about it.
Download 6
 
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absurdtimeline

absurdtimeline

Elementalist
Aug 16, 2022
898
2 to 4


I was likely set to die this previous weekend. I even started contacting friends to tell them what I loved about them

Then a couple days beforehand, a freak insane intervention occurred — suddenly solved nearly all my mental health problems. I assume this is a temporary solution, and am figuring out how to build a better grounding, before it's yanked from me again
 
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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
I seem to be in the 4-to-5 range most days, with surges to 7-to-8 sometimes in the day.
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
1,116
9, but I'm ok with it. Feeling pretty good. If it happens it happens. I feel like I'm coming to terms with my facial injuries too so that's good.
 
Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
57
Solid 8 , weather is depressing and chronic pain and the cramps that go with it are getting worse.
I'm thinking of inducing a coma with some sufentanil to finish it to make an eternal sleep. But need to rewrite my will and say goodbye to everyone. One more vacation and probably going to do it there since it's in the middle of nowhere therefore no interactions with people who can find me and try to 'save' me..

Now drinking my feelings away.
 
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GrizzlyGrapefruit

GrizzlyGrapefruit

Student
Jun 17, 2019
116
Pretty confusing for me at the moment.

My emotional numbness is killing me. Friday night and literally have zero desire to do anything and really missing the desire to do things in general. But at the same time the numbness is also thwarting my suicidal thoughts.

So I'm at like a "logical" 7 but at an "emotional" 2.
 
Lullaby

Lullaby

🌙
Mar 9, 2022
590
Definitely at a 10 again tonight. The urges haven’t let up this week.

I’ve been begging for a break, just something good to happen.…then I finally heard back from an employer after applying to so many places, set up a phone interview today. I had all of my potential answers and questions written out, only for them to not even call me…the only thing I was looking forward to today.

One day I’ll finally learn to not get my hopes up.
 
Ruinedbypsy

Ruinedbypsy

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Sep 9, 2022
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9.5 seriously considering taking SN tonight. Only have ibuprofen, klonpin, tagamet and trazadone.
 
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lowres

lowres

Scum
Feb 9, 2019
120
around 6-7, I'm frustrated with where I'm at in life and feel incredibly insecure and worthless right now. I've been moving forward in my life from a terrible dark point in my life and it all seems so worthless now, like it was such a waste of time because at the end of the day I still feel unfulfilled. I'm envious of my friends who are experiencing good things happening to them, I try so fucking hard but everything seems so stupid. I don't think I can ever reach a breaking point, whenever I get dark it's like there's some omnipotent hand pulling back, something whispering into my ear to scare me of death, and then all I can do is sit there and stare into nothing. it's like I'm deliberately designed to only suffer, only in marginal amounts tho it's not like my life is in shambles or anything but like enough to where everything is hopeless.
 
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