
StolenLife
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- Sep 19, 2022
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There is no such thing as psychosomatic pain!Currently 3. Suicidal thoughts are not the main problem. But I am anxious as fuck about the future. Even the close future. I could magine I will have a new breakdown in the next months. There will be a very stressful period and I am so scared the psychosomatic pain will return. I think then I will be forced to commit suicide.
I try to outpace all my OCD behaviors and protect myself by analyzing them. In the past months I was quite skilled at that. But there will be challenges which will trigger me so fucking much. I am scared about that saince a long time. I don't know how I shall surivive that.
I know this comparison is quite weird but I feel like a sleepwalker. Like the actors before WW1 happened. The situation is so fragile. My mind is so fragile. All could collapse and then a huge disaster was the result.
Maybe I will have to decide either to become a medication addict or not getting a new psychosis. I think both is horrible but the prior one seems to be less nightmarish. I don't know I think I will kill myself after the next psychosis.
Personally I disagree with you on most of these things. However I don't want to start a debate. I have read lot of literature and came to different conclusions. Moreover I think this thread is not the right place to discuss this anyway.There is no such thing as psychosomatic pain!
When stressed, the adrenals produce adrenalin to free extra fuel power. It depletes vitamin c (in muscle & ligaments) vitamin b (nerves) magnesium (used to relax muscles & make serotonin in the gut)
So when stressed you use nutrition for energy instead to renew cells... And must sacrifice cells to get the nutrition needed to burn energy.
So stress burns you out. So the muscles hurts, heart hurts, ligaments, head... Everything.
Not from a mental disorder. But exhaustion can give extreme mental distress. Because wasting away does not feel good.
I felt 13... Because health care invaludate & gaslight me too
Psychosis can be caused by lack of vitamin b... causing anemia (lack of oxygen carriers), nerve damage... Toxins too. Antidepressants cause psychosis.
There is nothing wrong with you. Your needs are not met, limits abused... Tortured... Poisonned... Yeah society is worse than death.
At least don't die thinking you're defective. The world is.
I'm terrified, in pain... Been abused again by social services... Tortured... With gaslight... By my own social worker... Fucking kill me if I'm so hated that I'm denied cares.
So angry... So in grief... From how I'm threated outside here. Not your faults. So sorry... So much pain
I should have the rate of 10 because of intense emotional pain1 is very low suicidality, 10 is very extreme acute suicidality. I miss the old thread (which is deleted) that is way I want to revive him.
My suicidal thoughts today are a 4. I have some distractions and responsibilities which prevent more of these thoughts.
Yes that's a 10I'm hoping to attempt starting the process in a week if you count going to the house. Scared but that's normal. So I guess that's a 10?