Random thoughts

[KiraLittleOwl]

Never imagined my life would be so strange

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Never imagined my life would be so strange

Yeah. Unfortunate that our parents had no power of imagination.

 

[Kassender]

Noooo, i was having such a cool dream!
Why the f did i have to wake up for ?

 

[mediocre]

Should I stay or should I go?

 

[GoBack]

Even though I was sure I wanted to die I regret giving up on myself. As in my appearance, diet, any exercise

Still no success with ctb but now I look and feel like I crawled out if a dumpster. Clever cause now I have no hope at all when before I had some I just couldn't see it

 

[a.n.kirillov]

There always comes a point, in the deepest depths of my despair, when I am overcome with a big laughter; it is the ability to laugh about my plight that has kept me going for so long.

Is suicide taking yourself too seriously?

 

[RM5998]

There always comes a point, in the deepest depths of my despair, when I am overcome with a big laughter; it is the ability to laugh about my plight that has kept me going for so long.

Is suicide taking yourself too seriously?

To keep on dreaming I suppose.

Well, that is the absurdist way of life... Well done on having achieved it, and quick tip - you might want to write a long and elaborate book on it. Quick route to being rich.

And yeah, suicide would be taking yourself and the world seriously. But the 'too' part is debatable - taking yourself seriously is as good an option as laughing at the whole thing.

 

[GoBack]

There always comes a point, in the deepest depths of my despair, when I am overcome with a big laughter; it is the ability to laugh about my plight that has kept me going for so long.

Is suicide taking yourself too seriously?

This occured to me lately too. I used to try to have fun with my death wish. Like if I was gonna kill myselfni might as well live a risky life instead. But that went arseways so

 

[Oyoy]

It feels more like a zoo then ever before.

 

[SpareWheel]

How many people have we said "see you later" to without realising we'll never see them again?

Or, people often speak of having a gut feeling before something bad is going to happen yet don't often tell people (it's usually told after the event) so how many people have had that feeling and then ended up unexpectedly dead the same day? Did they know their own death was coming?

How do serial killing couples and duos ever come to find each other? I mean, at what point does one of them mention their love of killing only to find out the other does too? That one has always baffled me.

Why do Cats push things off things?

Why does nobody tell Donald Trump you can fake suntan without wearing massive sunglasses that leave you looking like an orange Panda? Or that's he's mega rich, he can easily afford a hair transplant that would mean he could brush his hair the correct way, not backwards.

 

[Broken Chimera]

Not everyone that you fight is your enemy and not everyone that helps you is your friend. I think I truly get that now.

 

[oneside]

I have now less than 30 days left in this life.

 

[RileyTanaka]

Fuck this. Just.. fuck this.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

I — am the measure of all things.

 

[Borabora]

I am jealous of dead people.

 

[Lorntroubles]

You ever watch your life crumble right in front of you and can't do anything about it? You ever believe you can put out good genuine positivity and have good outcomes in life? You ever yearn only to realize it can be only a dream and can never happen? Me too. Bitches is me. I'm bitches.

 

[Lefty]

Watching old cartoons is nice.

 

[Arrow]

when i die literally nobody will remember me aside from my immediate family. 15 years or less after my death it will be like i never existed in the first place. clearly this whole "life" thing is actually a major scam the reptilian overlords tricked us into buying into so that someone would pay them taxes or......something.

 

[RileyTanaka]

I hate my life and want to die.

 

[oneess]

I want to scream, I hate myself so much

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I wish people had 'mute' buttons.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

A thought experiment for self-haters

Have you ever looked at an animal and thought that it was incomplete? or insufficient or out of place? like it didn't belong? Have you ever called a sick cat ungrateful, because it didn't eat the food you fed it? or a tree lazy, because it didn't grow as fast as the others around it? – – then why do you call yourself 'incomplete', 'insufficient', 'ungrategul' and 'lazy'? Why do you think that you are out of place or that you don't belong?

 

[SpareWheel]

I often wonder how many kids were scared shitless in the cinema by the boat scene in Willy Wonka. I didn't see it til I was about 15.

 

[FusRohDracarys]

When I think about my death, I'm stricken with the thought of how it would affect my little cats. One of them follows me around like a puppy, looking for a ride on my shoulders or a nap on my chest at any possible moment. The other melts into a puddle of fur and purrs when I pet him.

I'm also sad at the thought of how I would let down my partner. This person has been the single most therapeutic influence in my life, and if not for the extended lockdown, would have successfully fostered a healthier, happier me than I had seen in a long time.

I'm also puzzled at how unmoved I am by the thought of how it would affect my parents. Reading some other members' experiences, I honestly don't understand the void of love I feel for them. I care... but at once, I don't.

 

[Lorntroubles]

Beautiful sunny days don't mean SHIT when you're SUICIDAL.

 

[ReverendGreen]

I hate being so painfully aware of my limitations (and then forgetting that they exist the next day)

 

[Lefty]

I'm not a fan of heat.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

"Here one minute, gone the next."

::waits impatiently::

 

[in hell out soon]

i will always be the annoying friend.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

i will always be the annoying friend.

Your fire elmo avatar says different. You're cool in my books!