BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
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A few people seemed...concerned. so...figured an update may be good. Ended up having to reschedule another month out. I really didn't want meds anyway, and this is just one less person whose opinion I have to worry about. If that sentence even made sense.
I was upset and cried a bit at first, because I've just been doing everything I'm supposed to. I guess having it not work out was a bit of a shock? I numbed out pretty quickly and have just been in a half asleep foggy state since then.
I find it to be another weight off my shoulders. I wonder what my therapist will think, if I even make it to the appointment. I have no idea how the next couple of weeks are going to play out.
All I know is that I'm just so, so tired.
I was upset and cried a bit at first, because I've just been doing everything I'm supposed to. I guess having it not work out was a bit of a shock? I numbed out pretty quickly and have just been in a half asleep foggy state since then.
I find it to be another weight off my shoulders. I wonder what my therapist will think, if I even make it to the appointment. I have no idea how the next couple of weeks are going to play out.
All I know is that I'm just so, so tired.
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