Story possibly goodbye thread

[hewiof]

Really?
Honestly, I didn't expected this
Don't know why, but I though it was more... painful?

not at all for me at least
obviously I was super uncoordinated as you can tell by my messages but otherwise I felt pretty good, I wasn't nauseous at any point either, but I'm not a person who gets nauseous easily. I think I'm gonna be in the psych ward for a while I really fucked up good this time

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I think I'm gonna be in the psych ward for a while I really fucked up good this time

I'm sorry you have to go through this now. Do you admit yourself, voluntarily? I really hope they treat you well there. I'm so sorry you have to suffer so much.

 

[hewiof]

I'm sorry you have to go through this now. Do you admit yourself, voluntarily? I really hope they treat you well there. I'm so sorry you have to suffer so much.

no I didn't, I was sectioned. The psychiatrists aren't very nice and I feel pretty trapped tbh. I've been admitted before and those times my doctors were very reasonable and I felt comfortable in their care even if I was also involuntary, but here I feel like I'm in a prison haha. I'm also a really fucking bad actor so I dont think I can lie my way out of this. They're very keen on keeping me here considering my plan was pretty concrete and my intent was high. hopefully I get out soon but I doubt it

this feels really fucking bad I just want to die