Update:
Success!, I've checked the medicine cabinet at home and I've got my hands on a proper antiemetic tablet i.e. domperidone tablet (4 tablets, 10mg dose each). And I've got my hands on 'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' tablet (6 tablets). I've successfully managed to hide these meds at home.
So here's the list of items and meds I have now:
>SN.
>Paracetamol 1000mg tablets.
>Antacid tablets.
>Pulse-oximeter.
>Domperidone tablet.
>'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' tablet (pain reliever and muscle relaxant tablet).
What's left to buy:
>Measuring cup, plastic cups and plastic teaspoons.
>Superglue, or something close to it.
I'll buy the measuring cup, plastic - cups and teaspoons, and super glue, or something close to it tmrw.
Here's the regimen I'll be following, but with modifications (courtesy Vizzy's SN guide):
Here's the regimen (Vizzy's SN guide):
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Some people will not want to wait 2 days or fear that two days of using an antiemetic will have a negative effect on them. Stat dose is equally successful as the two day regime. Dignitas only use a Stat Dose process. Remember to consider the appropriate fasting and try not to drink for 2 hours beforehand.
1 hour before drinking SN | 600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any pain killer as long as you stay within the recommended dose |
45 minutes before drinking SN | 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total) |
30 minutes before drinking SN | Double dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid. |
| SN drink |
Once consumed, immediately relax on a bed, couch or reclining chair. There is no way to predict for an individual when the effects will start to happen. The SN will give you low blood pressure and fainting is a common occurrence. This is a good thing as you are now unconscious and will feel nothing.
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Instead of fasting for 8 hours, I'll be fasting for 6-7 hours (Min I'll fast is for 4 hours, no compromise on that). I'll stop drinking fluids 2 hours before SN consumption.
I'll consume paracetamol 1000mg 15 mins post dinner. This is because 'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' has the dosage of 400mg + 325mg + 250mg respectively. I do-not want any damage to other organs in my body.
30 minutes before consuming SN, I'll consume 'Ibuprofen + Paracetamol + Chlorzoxazone' tablet. And 20 mins before consuming SN, I'll consume antacid tablet.
I'll be following everything else as per the regimen. I'll not be buying sleeping pills or something close to sleeping pills as I have the needed meds. Hopefully, this plan of mine should work.
Btw, I'm unable to write a detailed suicide note, it's frustrating. In my mind I'm able to imagine a detailed suicide note. But irl, when I try to write it down my mind goes blank. If I'm not able to write a detailed note, I'll have to go with a short suicide note only.
I'll (99%) likely CTB tmrw (30/09/2023) from 8 or 8:30pm (9pm at max) onwards. I'll fast for 6-7 hours (min 4 hours, no compromise on that). After consuming the other essential meds, I'll consume SN anytime post 2am (1/10/2023). And I should hopefully be dead by 6:30am or 7am (1/10/2023).
Regarding the decoy note plan, my mom has got her new phone, which means that I can use the spare phone for the decoy method (and hopefully it will work). Also, I'll be sealing the bathroom door shut with superglue and place a bucket filled to the brim with water against the door. Also, I'll make the floor slippery (not-too-slippery though). Also, I'll be using timed-email and timed whatsapp messages (by using an app from google-playstore).
I'm hoping my plan will work and that I'll successfully CTB on my first attempt.
Folks, I'll keep y'all updated for sure.