pleasse suggest a method

[crashinout]

something, "soothing"

something that doesnt cause me pain, is not messy. private. i was thinking if i can get MAID pills. i just want something that feels painless.

i think that, over the span of my life ive taken too much. ive kinda wasted it. i told a friend im suicidal and he got me a charger. but i think, its the end. truly i dont think theres anywhere to go back to. im so empty. i hope that, people can forgive me once it happens. im in so much pain. i messed up big time.

i get made fun of for being hooked on drugs, i know, its my cope but its from people who will never understand.
this is unrelated but moreso rambling..

i havent had contact w my family in years, i was their black sheep. i was discarded like nothing. but very likely i know im going to be buried by my brother. im sorry that i coudlnt outlive my grandma. im really sorry. theres a very nice patch of grass that faces the river, i hope, its so beautiful. i messed up so many things. i have so much notoriety because i cant get my health together - ive been called so many names.

im so sorry to anyone who i have left, im just "desperate". im so sorry, i just gave up on life.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Idk what to do besides leaving this here. If you want MAID pills, you'll have to apply for and get accepted for MAID. If that isn't possible, it's up to you to decide on the next best option…

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