Method Pill concoction/other methods?? Advice needed.

[petuniaphantom]

Hi guys, I'm planning on committing between now and mid/late May. I need some advice on methods that are lethal but are also within my capabilities and are realistic for the situation.

For context, I am still in high school and but I am graduating in May. I have had a history of suicide attempts, most of them being non-lethal. I won't go in depth but I was able to make a full recovery from all of them. I live with my parents, don't have a drivers lisence, and don't own a car and I have nobody in my life that would assist me in ctb. We also do not own any firearms. My parents are very well aware of my mental disorders and my house is VERY ctb proof- literally raided of all dangerous objects and cameras everywhere. I have been secretly stockpiling medicine, such as Prozac, ibuprofen, seroquel, and even melatonin. I have at least 500mg of each and I plan to take all of them in some sort of concoction since that's all I have to work with, and take it with alcohol. I need an expert to assess the validity of this method, and if I have a high chance and succeeding. Please provide me with things I could improve on with my method. As mentioned previously, my options are very limited.

I would also appreciate if other methods are suggested. I do not want anything messy, such as cutting, but other than that I will do anything possible and take any advice given to make sure this is my final attempt. If you need context on why I'm doing this, my previous post describes it on a surface level. Please don't try to talk me out of this, as I am only here for practical ctb advice. I hope my decision can be respected, thank you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I have been secretly stockpiling medicine, such as Prozac, ibuprofen, seroquel, and even melatonin. I have at least 500mg of each and I plan to take all of them in some sort of concoction since that's all I have to work with, and take it with alcohol. I need an expert to assess the validity of this method, and if I have a high chance and succeeding. Please provide me with things I could improve on with my method. As mentioned previously, my options are very limited.

You won't succeed with those meds and you will most likely have another failed attempt and even more hardship.

Here r some threads about ODs:

A Caution About Drug Poisonings (ODs) and Cutting

Preamble I see a lot of posts on this forum mentioning drug poisoning and/or cutting/stabbing as a method of choice. I want to caution these methods for a few reasons. I respect the right to choose any method but I'm concerned that those using these methods may not be fully informed on the...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Rhizo's drug AMA – the only comprehensive resource on drug poisonings you will ever need

AMA: I have a degree in psychology with specialized experience in substance use research, psychopharmacology, psychedelic research, etc. I've also read a lot about drug poisonings, the PPH, and various methods on this forum. I've been using the dark net to buy drugs and been connected to...

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If you are serious about ODs then read the PPeH. You need specific meds that are lethal but it's difficult / impossible to get them prescribed. (with a history of attempts).

There's als the Suicide Resoursce Compilation. There you can read about methods and evaluate whether they'd be accessible to you or not.

Suicide Resource Compilation

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[petuniaphantom]

You won't succeed with those meds and you will most likely have another failed attempt and even more hardship.

Here r some threads about ODs:

A Caution About Drug Poisonings (ODs) and Cutting

Preamble I see a lot of posts on this forum mentioning drug poisoning and/or cutting/stabbing as a method of choice. I want to caution these methods for a few reasons. I respect the right to choose any method but I'm concerned that those using these methods may not be fully informed on the...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Rhizo's drug AMA – the only comprehensive resource on drug poisonings you will ever need

AMA: I have a degree in psychology with specialized experience in substance use research, psychopharmacology, psychedelic research, etc. I've also read a lot about drug poisonings, the PPH, and various methods on this forum. I've been using the dark net to buy drugs and been connected to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

If you are serious about ODs then read the PPeH. You need specific meds that are lethal but it's difficult / impossible to get them prescribed. (with a history of attempts).

There's als the Suicide Resoursce Compilation. There you can read about methods and evaluate whether they'd be accessible to you or not.

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thank you so much! Let's say, perhaps, that I am unable to attain the resources needed to ctb using this method. Are there other methods that could ensure my success? You may suggest methods that are out of my reach as I am currently trying to figure it out.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Thank you so much! Let's say, perhaps, that I am unable to attain the resources needed to ctb using this method. Are there other methods that could ensure my success? You may suggest methods that are out of my reach as I am currently trying to figure it out.

You can read about various methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation in their respective Megathreads. It's your personal choice and that's why I can't suggest anything. You can ask questions in the Megathreads or start a thread with specific questions at any time.