No!! Not at all. It was my dream for years, for me— it's the ultimate love, i get you so much! but not anymore, or at least not for now.
She has so much future waiting for her, she's a GREAT and ambitious person. So, now, i only wish to be deleted from her life, so she could go on further in her life.
Wow, this is how I feel about my husband :( He has a lot going for him. Finished school, career, stable friendships, etc. I just feel like I'm in the way of him living life to the fullest. I just want to disappear from everyone for good because they're better off without me
It honestly almost happened to me and my husband. I told him that I wanted to die one night and he got up, took his gun, stood by our door and was like, "Okay, let's go."
And I was like, "What? No, I want to die. I don't want you to go with me if that's not how you really feel." I know he doesn't want to actually die, he has a lot going for him even if I disappear. So, I stood my ground, and didn't leave on behalf of him.
Since that night, I honestly fantasize about it a lot now. Us ctbing together, hugging each other. But, it's not what he actually wants for himself so I'm just telling myself I have to go alone one day. . .