fluorescentpearl
waiting on the other side for my beloved💜
- Jul 19, 2026
- 222
I'm planning to have my last moments recorded, in case anyone who cares about me wishes to see, also to hopefully give more resources to other people wishing to go the FSH route, to show that it IS easy and a good way to go..
This makes me think if I should get pretty for it, do my makeup, put on a nice outfit, it'll be the last my beloved sees of me, should I have his memory of me be in a pretty outfit?
I'm honestly not sure, on one hand, being discheveled and messy shows desperation and patheticness, which is sort of romantic, on the other hand dressing up pretty and looking nice is also romantic, I'd be found in my best outfit..
What do you all think?
This makes me think if I should get pretty for it, do my makeup, put on a nice outfit, it'll be the last my beloved sees of me, should I have his memory of me be in a pretty outfit?
I'm honestly not sure, on one hand, being discheveled and messy shows desperation and patheticness, which is sort of romantic, on the other hand dressing up pretty and looking nice is also romantic, I'd be found in my best outfit..
What do you all think?