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justwannadip
Member
- May 27, 2024
- 25
Hey guys,
So I've been doing a lot of research trying to plan my preferred method of ctb and have come to the conclusion that I feel I'm only comfortable with pentobarbital, seco or potentially SN if none of those work. All other methods seem painful and with a high probability of failure due to complex setup, higher chance of irreparable damage upon failure, and too much time before death to change your mind.
I know N (nembutal) doesn't exist anymore and pento isn't reliably available online. I heard some vet clinics still use it though so there must be some where I live (Canada)? Anyways, I'd appreciate if anyone could give me advice or point me in the right direction to acquire pento. I'm extremely depressed and basically agoraphobic so travelling to peru or mexico would likely be an issue, but if that's my only option I'll probably have to muster up the courage. If thats the case, anyone who's gone to south america to get pento, is there anything I should be aware of? Also, if anyone's serious and would be down to travel together that could be nice :)
Anyways, I'm grateful for this community, and if anyone wants to know more about me or just wants to talk, my dm's are open.
So I've been doing a lot of research trying to plan my preferred method of ctb and have come to the conclusion that I feel I'm only comfortable with pentobarbital, seco or potentially SN if none of those work. All other methods seem painful and with a high probability of failure due to complex setup, higher chance of irreparable damage upon failure, and too much time before death to change your mind.
I know N (nembutal) doesn't exist anymore and pento isn't reliably available online. I heard some vet clinics still use it though so there must be some where I live (Canada)? Anyways, I'd appreciate if anyone could give me advice or point me in the right direction to acquire pento. I'm extremely depressed and basically agoraphobic so travelling to peru or mexico would likely be an issue, but if that's my only option I'll probably have to muster up the courage. If thats the case, anyone who's gone to south america to get pento, is there anything I should be aware of? Also, if anyone's serious and would be down to travel together that could be nice :)
Anyways, I'm grateful for this community, and if anyone wants to know more about me or just wants to talk, my dm's are open.