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polly10

polly10

Hope betrayed me
Feb 16, 2025
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Ok I live in Ireland. I have unsuccessfully been trying to kill myself since I was 12. Now I'm 49 and still can't find a way to relive myself. In the past I have OD and thrown up. I was thinking about Benadryl OD but I just started to read about sodium nitrite poisoning but can't find the correct recipe, can anyone with a Chemistry background give me feedback plz
 
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Dec 2, 2024
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can anyone with a Chemistry background give me feedback plz
Welcome to SS.

Sadden that life has brought you to this point. There have been several well-researched threads regarding SN, here are a couple of essentials.


In case you have any more questions, this thread below will most likely answer as it's still active.


Whatever you decide wishing you the best and hope you find what you're looking for OP.
 

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