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- Mar 30, 2022
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Getting a nitrogen cylinder in my situation seems impossible does anyone have any advice or can anyone help??
So for some background I've been researching methods and wanting to ctb for many years now but I've only attempted once with the night night method because there doesn't seem to be a perfect method and I was always pretty limited due to my living situation. I know SN is popular but I have a history of pretty bad nausea and throwing up so I really doubt that method would work for me + I'm just wary of overdosing methods in general because I know they have a reputation for having a low success rate.
I was almost losing hope of finding a method I could actually go through with, until I found out about the nitrogen method. Quick and painless, and I could do it in the comfort of my own apartment (my new living situation as of september). I have roommates but often they are either a) not home or b) don't really check up on me (plus one of them wears headphones 24/7 and blasts music so even if I'm yelling at the top of my lungs she can't hear me). Nitrogen also seemed great because you don't really need a prescription and you can order it off the clear net.
Now for the problem:
I don't have access to a car, or a drivers license. Where I live (Ontario, Canada) all the gas cylinder companies either only ship empty cylinders, or you have to drive to one of their warehouses to pickup a filled cylinder. I did find one company that does local delivery for filled cylinders but my city isn't in the delivery range. It's also a brewing company selling "high purity food grade" nitrogen and doesn't list the actual purity of the nitrogen so I'm not sure that it would be high enough purity anyways.
Please please reply if you have any information that could be helpful, any and all suggestions are greatly appreciated! Also before anyone asks, I am 19 and I don't have my drivers license because I did not have any who was able to teach me how to drive in high school and I knew I wouldn't be able to afford a car until at least 22/when I graduated university anyways so it wasn't my top priority.
Also:
I do have another method in mind if this one is just not possible. I would rather not go that way because while I know it's pretty much guaranteed to work I also think it could be painful and there is a chance self preservation instincts could kick in which would be a very big problem.
So for some background I've been researching methods and wanting to ctb for many years now but I've only attempted once with the night night method because there doesn't seem to be a perfect method and I was always pretty limited due to my living situation. I know SN is popular but I have a history of pretty bad nausea and throwing up so I really doubt that method would work for me + I'm just wary of overdosing methods in general because I know they have a reputation for having a low success rate.
I was almost losing hope of finding a method I could actually go through with, until I found out about the nitrogen method. Quick and painless, and I could do it in the comfort of my own apartment (my new living situation as of september). I have roommates but often they are either a) not home or b) don't really check up on me (plus one of them wears headphones 24/7 and blasts music so even if I'm yelling at the top of my lungs she can't hear me). Nitrogen also seemed great because you don't really need a prescription and you can order it off the clear net.
Now for the problem:
I don't have access to a car, or a drivers license. Where I live (Ontario, Canada) all the gas cylinder companies either only ship empty cylinders, or you have to drive to one of their warehouses to pickup a filled cylinder. I did find one company that does local delivery for filled cylinders but my city isn't in the delivery range. It's also a brewing company selling "high purity food grade" nitrogen and doesn't list the actual purity of the nitrogen so I'm not sure that it would be high enough purity anyways.
Please please reply if you have any information that could be helpful, any and all suggestions are greatly appreciated! Also before anyone asks, I am 19 and I don't have my drivers license because I did not have any who was able to teach me how to drive in high school and I knew I wouldn't be able to afford a car until at least 22/when I graduated university anyways so it wasn't my top priority.
Also:
I do have another method in mind if this one is just not possible. I would rather not go that way because while I know it's pretty much guaranteed to work I also think it could be painful and there is a chance self preservation instincts could kick in which would be a very big problem.
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