My SN experience

[DecisionToLeave]

You're pretty sure that's why you survived then? You said it was dosing before. BTW you've been invited into a telegram group.

Hi, mate. I saw your mention of a Telegram group in the discussion. Could you let me know what kind of qualifications or requirements are needed to join the group? I am interested and want to join the group.

 

[4.I.2.Must.Die]

Hi, mate. I saw your mention of a Telegram group in the discussion. Could you let me know what kind of qualifications or requirements are needed to join the group? I am interested and want to join the group.

I'll ask the group admin, it's his decision.

 

[DecisionToLeave]

I'll ask the group admin, it's his decision.

I get it, thank u very much.

 

[verrobasd]

Half the package would be how much?

He said bag was 100 grams.

So 100g/2 = 50g

Thank you so much for sharing your experience @Ww42 ! Because (for now) this is my preferred method.

I also realized today that I accidentally stumbled upon the source you are looking for now. I found two better sources (live in EU) so hadn't even used it, but there are enough clues out there to find it. I even found it without reading anything here.

 

[Little_Suzy]

That was very generous of you, too generous I'd say. Be selfish, think of yourself, it's your CTB, there's no need to donate your organs.

Interestingly, organ donation is possible after SN death though so it was reasonable of you to try:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9892231/#:~:text=A%20liver%20derived%20from%20a,transplanted%20safely%20in%20select%20cases.

The liver was offered to a 68-year-old woman who agreed to undergo transplantation under the 'Exceptional Distribution' risk category.

 

[conflagration]

Do you know how fast they've found you?

 

[Ww42]

Or the cops found you fast enough in order to prevent things getting to such a point.


How bad are they, just for the sake of comparison. Do you take Beta-blockers for those, does your rhythm get out of place sometimes?

They can legit hurt when they get bad enough and cause chest tightness but im not on meds for it

 

[Goku Black]

They can legit hurt when they get bad enough and cause chest tightness but im not on meds for it

Any idea what the condition is, sounds like it could be Angina or Myocardial ischemia.

 

[Ww42]

Any idea what the condition is, sounds like it could be Angina or Myocardial ischemia.

Myocardial ischemia would cause activity intolerance and shortness of breath which i dont have. Its more than likely a benign dysrhythmia

 

[Goku Black]

Myocardial ischemia would cause activity intolerance and shortness of breath which i dont have. Its more than likely a benign dysrhythmia

So probably something more common like dysrhythmia issue. I just mentioned Myocardial ischemia because it could happen with Nitrite poisoning.

Also, if you could, how much sn did you drink?

 

[Ww42]

So probably something more common like dysrhythmia issue. I just mentioned Myocardial ischemia because it could happen with Nitrite poisoning.

Also, if you could, how much sn did you drink?

The bag was 100g i drank half so around 50g of SN was ingested

 

[Goku Black]

The bag was 100g i drank half so around 50g of SN was ingested

50g of sn and you didn't have any nausea? No irritation or pain in the abdominal region either?

How much water did you use?

 

[Ww42]

50g of sn and you didn't have any nausea? No irritation or pain in the abdominal region either?

How much water did you use?

Maybe some stomach pain? But i passed out pretty fast to even notice. And i had no nausea or vomiting. If i threw up at all it mightve been when i blacked out potentially? But cops didnt say, and judging by my O2 saturation and how much methylene blue they had to give me, id say i did not vomit

 

[losing hope]

Maybe some stomach pain? But i passed out pretty fast to even notice. And i had no nausea or vomiting. If i threw up at all it mightve been when i blacked out potentially? But cops didnt say, and judging by my O2 saturation and how much methylene blue they had to give me, id say i did not vomit

how sure are you it was 50g you took?

IIRC IC never did 100g bags, all they ever sold was 50g bags. Meaning half of that would have been 25gs?

If you ordered 100+g's from them IIRC IC would send 2x 50g's bags. Not a single 100g bag. There is a photo of IC's 50g bag here; https://ici.radio-canada.ca/rci/en/...dium-nitrite-from-canadian-websites-have-died

 

[Guy_Smiley]

Maybe some stomach pain? But i passed out pretty fast to even notice. And i had no nausea or vomiting. If i threw up at all it mightve been when i blacked out potentially? But cops didnt say, and judging by my O2 saturation and how much methylene blue they had to give me, id say i did not vomit

Wow, you must have a stomach of iron! It seems like so many people vomit even with antiemetics.

Did you take anything to help with anxiety, like benzos or something?

 

[Ww42]

Wow, you must have a stomach of iron! It seems like so many people vomit even with antiemetics.

Did you take anything to help with anxiety, like benzos or something?

Nope, didnt really have anxiety, i was super calm and at peace anyways

how sure are you it was 50g you took?

IIRC IC never did 100g bags, all they ever sold was 50g bags. Meaning half of that would have been 25gs?

If you ordered 100+g's from them IIRC IC would send 2x 50g's bags. Not a single 100g bag. There is a photo of IC's 50g bag here; https://ici.radio-canada.ca/rci/en/...dium-nitrite-from-canadian-websites-have-died

Maybe it was 25g then? Im sorry i never really looked on the bag to see its dosage, i just took half of it and said my goodbyes and that was it

 

[Guy_Smiley]

Nope, didnt really have anxiety, i was super calm and at peace anyways

Maybe it was 25g then? Im sorry i never really looked on the bag to see its dosage, i just took half of it and said my goodbyes and that was it

No nausea or anxiety, without antiemetics or benzos? Damn man, you're impervious!

 

[Goku Black]

how sure are you it was 50g you took?

IIRC IC never did 100g bags, all they ever sold was 50g bags. Meaning half of that would have been 25gs?

If you ordered 100+g's from them IIRC IC would send 2x 50g's bags. Not a single 100g bag. There is a photo of IC's 50g bag here; https://ici.radio-canada.ca/rci/en/...dium-nitrite-from-canadian-websites-have-died

I think this may be the answer as to how much he took.

 

[losing hope]

I think this may be the answer as to how much he took.

Yes 25g's def makes more sense & think it was just an honest mistake by OP. i.e. they are NOT a pro-lifer trying to scare others off SN. As I can believe that someone can take 25g's of SN without vomiting & be saved afterwards and have heard cases like this. Was it you @Goku Black who posted that medical reports showing the % of ppl who even after seeking medical help & the antidote, still ctb in hospital from SN?

But after 3 yrs of researching SN (95% & above) I never known anyone to take 50g in one go, not vomit and be saved afterwards without major issues. Thanks for clarifying OP :-)

 

[Goku Black]

Was it you @Goku Black who posted that medical reports showing the % of ppl who even after seeking medical help & the antidote, still ctb in hospital from SN?

I can't recall but I may have to check but I think that might have been on Vizzys thread about SN.

Yes 25g's def makes more sense & think it was just an honest mistake by OP. i.e. they are NOT a pro-lifer trying to scare others off SN.

Oh, I agree and I never thought for once that OP was a pro-lifer and for that matter, I've seen enough of people suggesting that whenever someone fails sn in a way that isn't usually in common with other failed attempts, they called a pro-lifer for surviving under otherwise fatal circumstances. If you remember, that happened for Spectres SN failed attempt thread.

As I can believe that someone can take 25g's of SN without vomiting & be saved afterwards and have heard cases like this.

It's definitely possible but rapid medical intervention is the key here.

But after 3 yrs of researching SN (95% & above) I never known anyone to take 50g in one go, not vomit and be saved afterwards without major issues. Thanks for clarifying OP :-

3 years? Maybe there's something we can exchange notes on sometimes. Taking that amount certainly does leave the possibility of permanent damage rather open.

 

[losing hope]

3 years? Maybe there's something we can exchange notes on sometimes. Taking that amount certainly does leave the possibility of permanent damage rather open.

Happy to share what I've learnt in those 3 years with others here. TBH most of which I've posted here already, so just check over my post history. Here are a couple of examples of thinking outside the box to help with SN success;

Taking SN Whilst Simultaneously Letting Off a CO2 Gas Tank

We all know SN will affect Hemoglobin & the blood's ability to carry oxygen. I was reading about something called the "Bohr Effect" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bohr_effect which states: "...an increase in CO2 results in a decrease in blood pH,[2] resulting in hemoglobin proteins releasing...

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Masturbation to help with SN ingestion.

***Hopefully this thread can become a useful exploration/resource into this subject for anyone mature enough*** For context, here is some background on why I posted this. I am a weed & porn addict & I masturbate a lot…something like 10 times a day when high. When untake these "sessions" I've...

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Regarding the not vomiting from 25g's w/out AE's in this case. I think the fasting for about 12 hours beforehand played a big part in this. During my SN attempt, will be trying to expel as much fluids/food etc as possible. Even if that means fasting (dry & wet) for well above the recommended amount. Vomiting is my big fear. Hence why I am even proposing masturbating silly in the days leading up to SN. In my lived experience, nothing dehydrates me more than that. ;-)

 

[Goku Black]

Regarding the not vomiting from 25g's w/out AE's in this case. I think the fasting for about 12 hours beforehand played a big part in this. During my SN attempt, will be trying to expel as much fluids/food etc as possible.

A longer period without any hydration whatsoever seems to be something to consider. Also, it just occurred to me that I remember the 2nd thread you just link but anyway, minimal to no liquid intake over a long period may allow for sn to be digested even faster. I think that coupled with AEs could definitely reduce vomiting to some extent. Perhaps 24 hours should be useful.

Vomiting is my big fear. Hence why I am even proposing masturbating silly in the days leading up to SN. In my lived experience, nothing dehydrates me more than that. ;-)

Ah I see now.

TBH most of which I've posted here already, so just check over my post history. Here are a couple of examples of thinking outside the box to help with SN success;

Never seen anyone think outside the box regarding sn success, I just usually think of the regimen and nothing else.

 

[J&L383]

Well, you're lucky or unlucky, depending on how you view it, I guess. Thank you for sharing your experience. Yes you need to do it right and unfortunately with sodium nitrite there's a really effective antidote if they catch it in time. The peeing green part sounds very interesting. I hope you find your peace however it may come.

 

[lixt]

Half the package would be how much?

If it was 100 mg, half of it would be 50 mg

 

[Mimas]

Tried in 2022 with SN from IC. I wanted to donate my organs when i died so i took like half the bag of SN, dissolved it in water and drank it, then called police in another state so itd take a while for them to triangulate my location
Tasted like the atlantic ocean but i had fasted and took antacids and was out like a light in 10 minutes. Only symptom i had was a fast heart rate that was very palpable in my chest but i felt extremelt sleepy and relaxed despite that so all-in-all it was a very calm death feeling. Felt like when you sleep on new sheets, just overwhelming calm and ready to die. Then I woke up in the ER, doctor said i was moments away from death if they didnt have methylene blue ready in their lab. I was for sure that half the bag wouldve done me in, but i was stupid, not really thinking in the moment, i know better now, my next attempt my organs will CTB with me. Anyways, sp02 was like 50% they said they were shocked i lived. Said i was the most cyanotic patient theyd encountered. Spent the next week peeing green and being sad i failed. Back here to try again. Any questions or comments are welcome. Thanks for having me back everyone

Can you say how much time passed between taking SN and being admitted to hospital?

 

[kiveran]

Half the package would be how much?

50g, I think they said (1/2 of 100g bag)? That's 2x what PPeH recommends, and as little as 10g can be fatal to a full grown, healthy adult. I don't think quantity was the issue, if those numbers are right. And anything like 98%+ purity is good enough to do the job, according to a qualified doctor on the PPH site. I would suspect it was the intervention alone that saved the day, unless he got a bogus product. I'm sorry Ww42 went through all that, though in a way also glad to hear that, even without an anti emetic, it was tolerable.

 

[Young.Werther]

Any lingering side effects?