SchizoPolyGymnast
Paragon
- May 28, 2024
- 950
It happened two blocks from my apartment building. I wasn't home when it happened but when I was driving home from an overnight, I came home to roadblocks, state police and news crews everywhere. A random roofer on the side of a building informed me some guy got shot and killed. I took a nap, woke up, and realized by city was a headline.
I can't read any articles about it because the comments are horrible.
I don't know how to respond or even if I am capable. I'm still living my normal life but I am waaaaay more sleepy, I am eating a lot more (hibernation?) and I'm more...snappy with people around me.
And I feel like I'm under-reacting. I can't bring myself to care about anything. I want to quit my job and be a hermit in my apartment.
This is my song that I'm playing on repeat right now.
I can't read any articles about it because the comments are horrible.
I don't know how to respond or even if I am capable. I'm still living my normal life but I am waaaaay more sleepy, I am eating a lot more (hibernation?) and I'm more...snappy with people around me.
And I feel like I'm under-reacting. I can't bring myself to care about anything. I want to quit my job and be a hermit in my apartment.
This is my song that I'm playing on repeat right now.