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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
@Schopenhauer Is this Saturday going to be the day that you CTB? What are you taking to prevent vomiting?
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
@Swisher: I got mine from A. It was sent on the 15th of October, one week before his hiatus started. Since I live in Brazil I can buy antiemetics without a prescription. No eBay needed.

@ddutch: A no longer sends antiemetics, because it raises suspicion with Customs.

@OkTotti: hopefully it'll be this Saturday. I've decided to go with a stat dose of 30mg of Meto, plus 8mg of Ondansetron.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
So antiemetics are used for anti vomiting? What are the Meto and Ondansetron used for? (Sorry, I'm not familiar with these drugs) and where did you obtain?
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
So antiemetics are used for anti vomiting? What are the Meto and Ondansetron used for? (Sorry, I'm not familiar with these drugs) and where did you obtain?

Yes, antiemetics prevent vomiting. Both drugs mentioned are antiemetics Metoclopramide (Meto) is the recommended drug for use with N. Ondansetron is another common antiemetic, acting on another pathway.

If you live in a 3rd world country, you can probably buy them without a prescription. Otherwise, they're easy to find on eBay.
 
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Lonewolf

Member
Nov 12, 2018
17
@Swisher: I got mine from A. It was sent on the 15th of October, one week before his hiatus started. Since I live in Brazil I can buy antiemetics without a prescription. No eBay needed.

@ddutch: A no longer sends antiemetics, because it raises suspicion with Customs.

@OkTotti: hopefully it'll be this Saturday. I've decided to go with a stat dose of 30mg of Meto, plus 8mg of Ondansetron.

I'm a lurker here pretty much but from what I've seen with so much scam around you seems long term member here hope you can share your experience
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
"Since I live in Brazil I can buy antiemetics without a prescription. No eBay needed."
Wow, that's awesome. In big brother U.S.A you need a prescription for everything. Anyway, I'm happy for you but also very jealous. Best wishes :)
 
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ddutch

Done with life
Oct 28, 2018
396
@Swisher: I got mine from A. It was sent on the 15th of October, one week before his hiatus started. Since I live in Brazil I can buy antiemetics without a prescription. No eBay needed.

@ddutch: A no longer sends antiemetics, because it raises suspicion with Customs.

@OkTotti: hopefully it'll be this Saturday. I've decided to go with a stat dose of 30mg of Meto, plus 8mg of Ondansetron.

Yeah i forgot about that.
In the first contact i had it still said so in the email. At the other email it said no longer providing it.
But i am still waiting for confirmation.. Ordered a month ago
 
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chrisdesign

Member
Oct 3, 2018
15
And did u set out your final day? Or is N an assurance for u in case things get much worse?
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
I haven't posted yet as I don't really know what to say. Congrats on the Nembutal, hopefully everything is smooth and works out.
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,233
I am so happy for you and it sounds like you're preparing everything well. I'm glad you'll soon find peace.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I am so happy for you and it sounds like you're preparing everything well. I'm glad you'll soon find peace.

Thanks! Your preparations are coming nicely along too. You even have a backup plan. You'll find your peace very soon too, I'm sure of it.
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,233
Thanks! Your preparations are coming nicely along too. You even have a backup plan. You'll find your peace very soon too, I'm sure of it.

Thank you. It sounds like you're also making the appropriate preparations and it's basiclaly foolproof. You also have a very lethal method. If there's an afterlife, I'll join you there. :)
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Thank you. It sounds like you're also making the appropriate preparations and it's basiclaly foolproof. You also have a very lethal method. If there's an afterlife, I'll join you there. :)

As much as I've enjoyed your presence here and our conversations, I reeeealy hope there's no afterlife :p
 
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nztphill

Member
Nov 12, 2018
98
As much as I've enjoyed your presence here and our conversations, I reeeealy hope there's no afterlife :p
of course it will be...but you will never know who you was before...again and again at the moment when you start to see
 
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nztphill

Member
Nov 12, 2018
98
i think this shit never ends...i hope im wrong but i see it very clear
 
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nztphill

Member
Nov 12, 2018
98
I remember how everything started so beautiful and now ends in this way
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,233
As much as I've enjoyed your presence here and our conversations, I reeeealy hope there's no afterlife :p

Don't blame you. Eternal oblivion seems so nice.
 
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